Hello sister, trust you and your loved ones had a pleasant weekend
I’m sorry my limited abilities to write my thoughts are not making sense to you.
I guess the crux of it is the separation of spiritual and physical events. Right now, my father, my cousin, and all my and your loved ones who have dead bodies are no longer visible to our eyes. Yet they exist in a spiritual dimension. What happens to them in that spiritual realm is not a historically written down event. I can not, nor can anyone else, “write” down what my father is doing right now in the spiritual realm
In like manner, the Resurrection of Lord Jesus was historically marked by His crucifixion.
That is all we can know for sure. What happened after that crucifixion is all down to Faith.
The Resurrection of Jesus, in my humble opinion, is more about the response of the Apostles, and the response of His loved ones here on earth. How we, you and me, respond to the “reality” of Jesus, sitting at the right hand of God (which also is not a historically verifiable event, but I have ABSOLUTE FAITH that He sits there) is where the true Resurrection of the dead occurs.
When we realise that HE is working “through” us, animating us, and we allow Him to infuse our whole being with His love and presence, THAT is truly a Resurrection.
"I was as one dead, though didst revive me"
So, I see no confusion with this. There are physical realities and there are spiritual realities. Only the physical realities can be historically, and objectively verified. Spiritual realities deal with Faith
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