Since family and community ties play a large role in keeping me where I am, I am in no position to criticize. But I have to say that Free Methodist to Baptist seems like a move in decisively the wrong direction to me!
Oh, I quite agree. Theologically, I am certainly not a Baptist. Before my wife and I married, she was invited to the church by a friend of hers, and I began attending with her when I would visit her side of the state. The church does not even have the “Baptist” name in the title, and it was not until we both went through a membership course some time later that I learned this (along with the accompanying OSAS and purely symbolic baptism). The church means a great deal to my wife, and our friends mean a great deal to us both. I have discussed my journey with the pastor, and he is understanding (he grew up Catholic, but, like so many, it didn’t seem to “stick”).
Theologically, I am not really a Free Methodist either anymore, though my sympathies are more in that direction than the Baptist. I have been studying Catholicism and Orthodoxy for five years now, not as long as many others, I realize. Before that, I grew up as a pastor’s son in Free Methodism. I have been a Christian, albeit a deeply flawed and often confused Christian, my entire life. My wife began attending this Baptist church after a long absence from the faith. It is a place of security and learning for her, where her faith has been rekindled and strengthened. Though it is not where I would choose to be, if left to myself, I understand its importance to her, and until I have a pretty solid commitment to Catholicism or Orthodoxy, I do not feel right leaving.
I am fully aware that I need to discuss my Catholic/Orthodox feelings more openly. However, I hesitate to say, “Here are my doubts and uncertainties about the Church. Let me pass them on to you.” If I become Catholic, it will be fairly easy to attend both, as mass times are frequent. The Orthodoxy Divine Liturgy tends to take the whole morning, so it really becomes an either/or.
Yes, I think it’s better to stay put unless or until you are clearly (I avoid the word "absolutely) convinced that one particular option is true. Or, as you have said, you could take the view that since you are a Western Christian, in the absence of certainty you should just return to Rome!
I think there are very few, if any things, of which we can be *absolutely *convinced. And yes, I think Rome is likely to get the benefit of the doubt, all other things being equal.
While I love and respect him as my brother in Christ, I have never wanted to have that kind of story. I’m not sure that the story of my last 15 years is any more admirable, but I have preferred to dither rather than to throw myself into successive incompatible certainties.
I agree. I have not committed to a new theological worldview apart from Free Methodism (which, of course, does not require me to believe Free Methodism has some kind of exclusive status). I would hate to become Catholic and then leave, and I would hate to become Orthodox and then leave. Such an act could also be seen as a deliberate rejection of and apostasy from the one, holy, catholic, and apostolic Church, something I do not believe I am doing now.
It’s imperative you find the true Church. Otherwise your journey is not over. How are you going to find which one is true?
Good question. I really do want to find out, so I hope my search will be rewarded with the truth.
The apostles would not leave Peter. You have a clear choice.
The Orthodox claim Peter too. If it helps, I really like the pope.
The faith diminishes with every split from Catholicism.
I agree that the faith dimishes with every split from the one, holy, catholic, and apostolic Church.
That’s like saying one just moved to a new neighborhood in the same town. Not a convincing analogy when comparing it to someone deciding to move away from schism, and join and profess the historic faith Jesus prescribed.
I have heard the Orthodox describe Catholicism and Protestantism as two sides of the same coin. I am sure they can explain this analogy better than I can.
Protestants joining Orthodox, both retaining their protest against the Catholic Church which they both were a part of at one time.
Maybe so.