I suppose I could. You all like to recommend a lot of reading

I don’t mind. I love to learn stuff
I would however say I’d consider myself the least likely to convert through “compelling argument” as it goes against the reason I made the choice to begin with.
Well, ya know. Reading is the gateway to knowledge.
I understand what you mean, though, about not feeling likely to be converted by argument. In all truth, my conversion was initially very emotional, based on a particularly powerful personal experience. But being the born-skeptic I am, I know that had I left it at that my conversion would have lasted all of about 2 weeks. You may have noticed the two quotes in my profile signature. I chose the quote from Abp. Sheen to reflect my initial conversion experience and the quote from Fr. Pisegna to reflect the pursuit of knowledge that followed.
And I think that’s how it is for many, though not all, people. For most of us, for good or ill, the mind often follows the heart. Which is exactly why we are so prone to rationalize our evils, etc. But that’s a discussion for another thread.

Anyway, I guess all I was trying to say was that I understand where you’re coming from, but don’t let your feelings get in the way of the search. And on that note I wanted to comment on something you said earlier:
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I can, however answer a question asked a few times about a comment I made about finding a religion I could support morally, or that fit my views.
First, this process started at a young age. I’ve always been inquisitive. Things must make sense to me, though. If I can find even 1 thing in a teaching that I can look at and go “that doesn’t make sense to me” the entire thing gets thrown out.
I think this is a misguided approach to finding truth. There are some things which don’t make sense to most of us which we can nevertheless know, with a good deal of certainty, to be true. The inner workings of a computer, for instance, would baffle most people. The harmonic logic of a Debussy piece would be mind-boggling to all but the most musically astute. It takes a very long time of dedicated study and practice to really understand some of the intricacies of things such as these.
Similarly, it takes a lot of study (and, in some cases, practice!) to really understand some of the moral teachings of the Church. But just as we can use a computer and see that it really works, or listen to a Debussy piece and hear that it really is musical, so we can either look at the lives of those who do faithfully follow the Church’s teachings, or follow them ourselves, and see that they really work.
For instance, I will go out on a limb and guess that one of the moral teachings of the Church that you feel you cannot assent to is the Church’s teaching on homosexuality. If so, you are far from alone in this. But I would encourage you, as I myself had to do (this teaching was a huge stumbling block to me), to look around and find faithful Catholics with homosexual orientations who have found fulfillment and peace of soul in the Church’s teaching. The group
Courage is a good place to start, or the Catholic blogger Steve Gershom. From there, studying what the Church teaches about human sexuality as a whole may lead to a deeper understanding and appreciation for its position on this issue.
P.S., if I’m wrong about the preceding assumption, my apologies in advance.
