MichaelTDoyle:
Agreed. I respectfully submit that our human minds are not so much like granite as our forum positions would make it seem
I am glad we can agree so far.
MichaelTDoyle:
I am not asking you to believe. I am asking you to try before you buy. I am not asking you to ascent to the apostles creed, merely to say it as a possibility. I’m not asking you to use a mustard seed to move a mountain, just to recite a few prayers on a starry night and ask for faith, to think of what you would think would be a perfect mother and recite a few hail Marys while pondering what you would ask a nurturing mother.
I’m asking everyone who would listen to read the message of love inherent in the Church’s teachings, the foundation of the Church’s teaching–to love and meditate on that as a jumping off point to the supernatural world.
I’m asking you to ask for more love to give and receive of those entities that the Church proclaims exist to help us know Him better and know ourselves better and know our neighbors better in love, with love, through love. Ask in love, with love through love for Mary to guide you to Jesus…
Dip your toe in the water.
peace
My friend (if I may be so bold), I did. I was brought up a believer, and I believed just like a child can, without reservations. I was not a Catholic, the mighty Church did not like the fact that my Mother (who was a Catholic) married to a Protestant. But I believed with all my heart… until I started to doubt.
When my prayers went unanswered, and they were very serious, heartfelt prayers (the prayers of a child cannot be anything else), I started to feel uneasy. Later I was told, that one should never pray for things that can be verified (of course they did not use this word

) only for things which are insubstantial, like salvation and other intangibles. (Of course you may pray for something that is tangible, but the answer will be a resounding “NO”. Try to pray for someone’s amputated leg to regrow, and see the result.) Even as a child I must have been pretty rational, and that just did not make sense.
I don’t say that it is impossible that there is a great intellect “out there”. There can be, but it cannot be the God as described in the Bible, or as the church teaches. Because the teachings are contradictory. There can be no married bachelors, there can be no square circles, no matter how fervently one wishes to believe in them.
You call God “loving”. That word means something completely different for me. A loving being does not create everlasting torture in hell. A loving being gives unconditionally, does not want you to worship him. And an intellect of that magnitude would not want us, almost insubstantial beings to “worship” him. It would be beneath his level. A loving being would not resort to blackmail tactics: “worship me or else…”
Would it be great to see my beloved parents agian? Of course it would. But just because I would like that, I am unable to accept a fairy tale loaded with contradictions.