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KimberlyAnn0218
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I am admittedly a novice at Eucharistic adoration. I volunteered for an hour this fall on Eucharistic day and went to the local perpetual adoration chapel just 5 minutes away one time this summer.
So tonight I felt this overwhelming need to pray-really pray. I wanted to run some errands anyway and decided to make a stop for 15-20 minutes…whatever I felt I needed and then be on my way ( I had been told I did not have to stay an hour when I first inquired and got the code). I got there and there were 3 other people there. The assigned adorer seems to sit in the back corner, I think.
I sat down and got organized, knelt and started to pray. I was doing a good job at focusing and ignoring the shuffling of winter coats in the background. I heard the door a couple times. Well, for some reason I looked up and out the door went the last person! The assigned adorer for the hour before had signed out and everything! It was just me–the assigned person never showed up. My first reaction was COOL! Then I freaked out a little because I realized that I was now likely responsible until 8 PM. I had left my cell phone in the car so as not to be disturbed accidentally. I read the procedure for what to do if… and decided that obviously I was there for a reason and it was not often I got to be 1 to 1 witrh the presence of Jesus. So I went to the sign in book and signed in as a visitor but filling in because no one ever came for the next hour. Maybe I shouldn’t have done that, but I figured they like to know about the hiccups in the schedule. They ladies who came at 8 were very thankful I stayed.
I could not imagine myself being the one to put the veil over the monstrance. I couldn’t do it. I had no solid reason I couldn’t stay. So, I feel like God had his hand in this. what are the odds that I suddenly decide to go there at the exact time someone doesn’t show up? Maybe I am reading into this too much, but it was an exepected blessing
So tonight I felt this overwhelming need to pray-really pray. I wanted to run some errands anyway and decided to make a stop for 15-20 minutes…whatever I felt I needed and then be on my way ( I had been told I did not have to stay an hour when I first inquired and got the code). I got there and there were 3 other people there. The assigned adorer seems to sit in the back corner, I think.
I sat down and got organized, knelt and started to pray. I was doing a good job at focusing and ignoring the shuffling of winter coats in the background. I heard the door a couple times. Well, for some reason I looked up and out the door went the last person! The assigned adorer for the hour before had signed out and everything! It was just me–the assigned person never showed up. My first reaction was COOL! Then I freaked out a little because I realized that I was now likely responsible until 8 PM. I had left my cell phone in the car so as not to be disturbed accidentally. I read the procedure for what to do if… and decided that obviously I was there for a reason and it was not often I got to be 1 to 1 witrh the presence of Jesus. So I went to the sign in book and signed in as a visitor but filling in because no one ever came for the next hour. Maybe I shouldn’t have done that, but I figured they like to know about the hiccups in the schedule. They ladies who came at 8 were very thankful I stayed.
I could not imagine myself being the one to put the veil over the monstrance. I couldn’t do it. I had no solid reason I couldn’t stay. So, I feel like God had his hand in this. what are the odds that I suddenly decide to go there at the exact time someone doesn’t show up? Maybe I am reading into this too much, but it was an exepected blessing