And this "
honestly I dont think" is probably part of the problem … you have made yourself the arbitor of what various passages mean … you interpret them [or regurgitate the interpretation of another] and by so doing have made yourself into a ‘pope’ role … becuase you do not believe that the church had structure - it ergo cannot …

even though it clearly does …
Let me ask you … why did the early church have to develop the role of a deacon to assist the bishops in the care of widows and orphans? …
Why did Paul need to travel to Jerusalem and meet with Peter in order to have his ministry accepted by the Christian communities to which he was preaching?
Why does Paul instruct on what various roles are and whoo should be chosen [or not] to fill them? …
Why write any of the ‘biblical’ letters correcting abuses? … especially if everyone is free to “interpret” the Christian faith as they personnaly choose?
Why does Paul write to the 'church that resides in Corinth [for example] and not to the Corinthian Church? What is the difference?
How is the meaning changed if I write:
Dear Corinthian Church …
or Dear Church that resides in Corinth …
I suggest that they are very different in composition …
So then … As the church grows and expands [in accord with Jesus’ command] thru the ages- you see no need for any organization … even witht he evidence of the results of the protestant reformation and the confusion of beliefs and Christian practice?

… this is something I find so hard to fathom …