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PattyPryor
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Hi!
It has taken me a long long time to be able to post this but since as of late a lot of people have been talking about Mormonism I thought I would try to show people how I feel after being in Mormonism.
I really wanted to be Mormon the first time because a cute missionary taught me the gospel. I know that is a weird reason but I truly thought he would wait for me. In fact he did but I had left and gotten my name removed 3 weeks after being confirmed.
I joined again a about 2 years later. I felt like something was missing. I will be completely honest with all of you. My parents were never happy with me joining. They refused to go to my 2nd baptism. I left like 4 months later getting my name removed.
I was really shunned by some of the Mormon so - called friends I had. They blamed it all on me but really I wrote letters e-mailed and called. It just wasn’t enough.
I suffer from depression and have this urge to fit in since I was picked on my whole life. No one hated me in the LDS church but I know it is fake.
I know I may be treated bad because I wrote this but I have to say. I love being Catholic (I was Catholic growing up and fully embrassed after I left)
I still get paniced when I hear or see commercials becauise I think may be I was wrong. I go back and forth in my mind. I now know it is the Catholic church that is true and that I was brainwashed in Mormonism.
I know Mormons don’t want to hear that I was brainwashed but I must say it starts with the commericals and friendlyness then goes to the “I know this church is true”
I can’t get rid of some of the Mormon materials I have because I still have a lot of panic attacks. I once talked to a priest that swore there was a demon or something assocated with the Mormon church and offered to see if he could get me an exercism. I of corse declined but still ahven’t seeked full theropy since it is really expensive.
a lot of people on here have had questions about the Mormon church but I ask you to please look into the church teachings outside of the stamp of approval material. I want to save everyone the heartache I have had.
I still suffer everyday and wonder why I feel this way but I know I can’t go back to the Mormon church. Sometimes I will drive and just think Mormon or drive by a meeting house and start crying. I don’t know if it is the brain washing but I feel very screwed up.
I’m VERY happy in my Catholic faith but I am forever burned by the Mormon church.
I am embarrassed to write this because I feel like the only one but I would love our thoughts thank you
It has taken me a long long time to be able to post this but since as of late a lot of people have been talking about Mormonism I thought I would try to show people how I feel after being in Mormonism.
I really wanted to be Mormon the first time because a cute missionary taught me the gospel. I know that is a weird reason but I truly thought he would wait for me. In fact he did but I had left and gotten my name removed 3 weeks after being confirmed.
I joined again a about 2 years later. I felt like something was missing. I will be completely honest with all of you. My parents were never happy with me joining. They refused to go to my 2nd baptism. I left like 4 months later getting my name removed.
I was really shunned by some of the Mormon so - called friends I had. They blamed it all on me but really I wrote letters e-mailed and called. It just wasn’t enough.
I suffer from depression and have this urge to fit in since I was picked on my whole life. No one hated me in the LDS church but I know it is fake.
I know I may be treated bad because I wrote this but I have to say. I love being Catholic (I was Catholic growing up and fully embrassed after I left)
I still get paniced when I hear or see commercials becauise I think may be I was wrong. I go back and forth in my mind. I now know it is the Catholic church that is true and that I was brainwashed in Mormonism.
I know Mormons don’t want to hear that I was brainwashed but I must say it starts with the commericals and friendlyness then goes to the “I know this church is true”
I can’t get rid of some of the Mormon materials I have because I still have a lot of panic attacks. I once talked to a priest that swore there was a demon or something assocated with the Mormon church and offered to see if he could get me an exercism. I of corse declined but still ahven’t seeked full theropy since it is really expensive.
a lot of people on here have had questions about the Mormon church but I ask you to please look into the church teachings outside of the stamp of approval material. I want to save everyone the heartache I have had.
I still suffer everyday and wonder why I feel this way but I know I can’t go back to the Mormon church. Sometimes I will drive and just think Mormon or drive by a meeting house and start crying. I don’t know if it is the brain washing but I feel very screwed up.
I’m VERY happy in my Catholic faith but I am forever burned by the Mormon church.
I am embarrassed to write this because I feel like the only one but I would love our thoughts thank you