I get your point, I really do. My only hang-up is if I hadn’t felt I had to read books outside of my tradition to ease my conscience, I wouldn’t have been on this journey to Catholicism.
Perhaps I just need to let this issue rest a while. I still don’t understand what a person stuck in that dilemma–where they’d supposedly be under threat of excommunication if they read outside the faith, but also bound to a curiosity of what issues outsiders may have–could have done. To them, maybe there were damning skeletons in the closet that Catholics always covered up? My point is that to their perspective, they really didn’t know.
This also leads to other questions like, how were Catholics supposed to evangelize if they couldn’t gain understanding of the other side, or honestly read their works as to have a fair discussion? Or why, if someone really needed to read a book, a singular priest could prohibit them it seems?
Anyways, I don’t know if i’ll find a satisfactory answer. It really does bother me that there would have been such a dilemma though.