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LostLamb34
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I’m new to this forum and I am struggling to find my way back to the church. Years ago, I was a practicing Catholic. In 2009 I became pregnant with my son, and I have a medical condition that requires strict bed rest with periods of hospitalization while pregnant. Long story short- after having my son I never resumed my Catholic life. I feel lost and I miss it so much. I tried to go to a few protestant churches that held children’s serves, but it is just not the same. I miss my faith.
The once I tried to go to mass with my children it was an abysmal failure. My husband and i ended up steaming mad at each other by the end of the service. I have a 7 yr old and a 2 1/2 year old boy. They don’t know how to behave in Mass. I know this is my fault. My church does have a nursery- but then I feel guilty taking my son there. He is in daycare 9 hours a day mon-fri.
I know this all sounds like a bunch of excuses and you know- really they are. I wish I had the strength to put God before everything/everyone. But right now I am just struggling.
The once I tried to go to mass with my children it was an abysmal failure. My husband and i ended up steaming mad at each other by the end of the service. I have a 7 yr old and a 2 1/2 year old boy. They don’t know how to behave in Mass. I know this is my fault. My church does have a nursery- but then I feel guilty taking my son there. He is in daycare 9 hours a day mon-fri.
I know this all sounds like a bunch of excuses and you know- really they are. I wish I had the strength to put God before everything/everyone. But right now I am just struggling.
