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Recently I’m doing really terrible things hurting my family and close friends. I lie to them about who I’m with and what I’m doing and I can’t help myself. I’m having awful thoughts of getting revenge on certain people who hurt me in extreme ways such as murder that I know are wrong but are still so tempting. I’ve become obsessed with looking at ‘gruesome’ images of real life people who have died horrific deaths and I can’t feel any empathy for them. I don’t feel anything at all except this burning desire or this guilt like now and I know I should but I can’t even love properly there’s just this desire to take a life of even those people I ‘love’ and I just don’t know what to do I mean I know I should turn to God but I feel I can’t because if I’m disappointed in me for these behaviours He surely will be so please pray that I can be close to Him again and this nonsense in my head can leave. I’ve had mental health problems most of my life but I’m so confused to my behaviour because I KNOW inside it is wrong and I will NOT kill anybody but it’s still like nothing ever before and I daren’t risk being sectioned. Just please, please pray for me.
 
Praying for you and for all.

Remember, O most gracious Virgin Mary,
that never was it known that anyone who fled to thy protection,
implored thy help, or sought thine intercession was left unaided.
Inspired by this confidence, I fly unto thee, O Virgin of virgins, my mother;
to thee do I come, before thee I stand, sinful and sorrowful.
O Mother of the Word Incarnate, despise not my petitions,
but in thy mercy hear and answer me. Amen.

Soul of Christ, sanctify me
Body of Christ, save me
Blood of Christ, inebriate me
Water from Christ’s side, wash me
Passion of Christ, strengthen me
O good Jesus, hear me
Within Thy wounds hide me
Suffer me not to be separated from Thee
From the malicious enemy defend me
In the hour of my death call me
And bid me come unto Thee
That I may praise Thee with Thy saints
and with Thy angels forever and ever. Amen.

St. Michael the Archangel, defend us in battle.
Be our defense against the wickedness and snares of the Devil.
May God rebuke him, we humbly pray,
and do thou, O Prince of the heavenly hosts,
by the power of God, thrust into hell Satan, and all the evil spirits,
who prowl about the world seeking the ruin of souls. Amen.
 
Hello surgerytwinkle – My first statement to you, and the most important, is this truth > God Loves you unconditionally! and as you are! I’m not going to try to prove that to you but I am going to pray for you this very evening.

You have made mental health problems. In many ways, in varying measures, I believe all of us, myself and all the people I know, have had in some ways mental health problems. We’re all largely self-centered … and that’s a tremendous problem. But Jesus Christ, True God and true man, has solved that for us. He has solved it essentially … but still leaves us with a lifetime to work with him to perfect us … in Heaven.

The matter of feeling and having temptations for revenge is what is hurting you the most. It involves people, both yourself and other people. We are to love people, to will them good and act that way. This matter of thinking about and being tempted to hurt other people is very seriously harmful to you … and fails to love other people.

This particular matter must be dealt with strongly, decisively … and by you. Two things > You must deliberately ask God to Bless these people – use specific names in your praying. And I will pray this evening and tomorrow, especially in my service of bringing Holy Communion to many people in our hospital. YOU must Bless people by their names. And I will pray for grace that you do this.

You wrote, “I know I should turn to God but I feel I can’t because if I’m disappointed in me for these behaviors He sure will be so.” Mistake! Big mistake! Jesus on the Cross is looking lovingly down at you, surgerytwinkle, right now, just as you are now … and is repeating over and over, “I Love you! I Love you! Believe me. Trust my Love.”

Regarding the gruesome images, stop looking at the images. It’s that simple. Yes it is! Just DO it. Stop! By looking at these images you are feeding the wrong fire inside yourself. Stop throwing more gas on the fire!

These matters you speak of are very seriously matters … and you must deal with them strongly. Somewhere in the Gospels Jesus tells us that getting into Heaven is NOT easy, that Heaven is taken “by force.”

sugerytwinkle, you are meant to be a real daughter of God … and now. Through Jesus Christ very great and powerful graces have been merited for you and have been given to you. Stand up, daughter of God! Attend with strength to these harmful matters … so you may have the Peace and even the Joy that Jesus offers you.

As I promised, I will pray especially for you, sugertwinkle. Watch out! John
 
Through Christ, may you find healing, peace, and the freedom of the children of God.

“All will be well, and every kind of thing will be well.” - Christ
 
Divine healer, most merciful and loving please join your sacred heart with this person. Grant this person the peace of mind, guidance, innerpeace and joy

Our Father, Who art in heaven
Hallowed be Thy Name;
Thy kingdom come,
Thy will be done,
on earth as it is in heaven.
Give us this day our daily bread,
and forgive us our trespasses,
as we forgive those who trespass against us;
and lead us not into temptation,
but deliver us from evil. Amen.

:crossrc:
 
Loving Jesus please protect this person from evil!
Our father who art in heaven
Hallowed be your name
Your kingdom come
Your will be done
On earth as it is in heaven
Give us this day our daily bread
And forgive us our trespasses
As we forgive those who trespass against us
Lead us not into temptation
But deliver us from evil
Amen

Hail Mary full of grace
the Lord is with you
Blessed are you amongst women
Blessed is the fruit of your womb Jesus
Holy Mary mother of God
Pray for us sinners
Now and in the hour of our death
Amen

Eternal God, in whom mercy is endless and the treasury of compassion inexhaustible, look kindly upon us and increase Your mercy in us, that in difficult moments we might not despair nor become despondent, but with great confidence submit ourselves to Your holy will, which is Love and Mercy itself.
 
It sounds as if you are under demonic influence. Get close to the sacraments! Go to church! Say the stations of the cross! This makes the forces of the enemy howl.

St Michael the Archangel. Defend us in battle. be our safeguard against the wiles and wickedness of the devil. Restrain him O God we humbly pray and do thou O Prince of the Heavenly host, cast into hell satan and all demons seeking the ruin and destruction of souls.

Amen
 
I am definitely praying for you that God Blesses you with grace, purity, and kindness. I pray that you always keep God in you mind, heart, and soul and that his presence may be reflected in kindness in your actions.

Hail Mary,
Full of Grace, The Lord is with Thee.
Blessed art thou amongst women, and
Blessed is the Fruit of thy womb Jesus.
Holy Mary Mother of God,
Pray for us Sinners, now and at the our of death. Amen

Keep your head up, Believe Miracles do happen, God Bless you:)
 
I just said a prayer for you. May Mary help you. I wish you’d find a traditional priest to help you as well. God bless you.
 
Eternal God , in whom mercy is endless,
and the treasury of compassion inexhastible ,
look kindly upon us and increase Your mercy in us ,
that in difficult moments we might not despair
nor become despondent , but with great confidence ,
submit ourselves to Your Holy Will ,
which is love and mercy itself . Amen

Memorare (Prayer to Our Lady)
Remember, O most gracious Virgin Mary, that never was it known that anyone who fled to your protection, implored your help, or sought your intercession, was left unaided.
Inspired by this confidence, I fly unto you, O Virgin of virgins, my Mother. To you do I come, before you I stand, sinful and sorrowful. O Mother of the Word Incarnate, despise not my petitions, but in your mercy, hear and answer me. Amen
 
sugarytwinkle said:
Recently I’m doing really terrible things hurting my family and close friends. I lie to them about who I’m with and what I’m doing and I can’t help myself. I’m having awful thoughts of getting revenge on certain people who hurt me in extreme ways such as murder that I know are wrong but are still so tempting. I’ve become obsessed with looking at ‘gruesome’ images of real life people who have died horrific deaths and I can’t feel any empathy for them. I don’t feel anything at all except this burning desire or this guilt like now and I know I should but I can’t even love properly there’s just this desire to take a life of even those people I ‘love’ and I just don’t know what to do I mean I know I should turn to God but I feel I can’t because if I’m disappointed in me for these behaviours He surely will be so please pray that I can be close to Him again and this nonsense in my head can leave. I’ve had mental health problems most of my life but I’m so confused to my behaviour because I KNOW inside it is wrong and I will NOT kill anybody but it’s still like nothing ever before and I daren’t risk being sectioned. Just please, please pray for me.
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Remember, O most gracious Virgin Mary, that never was it known that anyone who fled to your protection, implored your help, or sought your intercession and was left unaided. Inspired by this confidence, I fly unto you, O Virgin of virgins, my Mother. To you I come, before you I stand, sinful and sorrowful. O Mother of the Word incarnate despise not my petitions, but in your mercy, hear and answer me.
Amen
 
Thank you so much for all of your prayers. This past week I’ve felt much firmer in faith because I’ve had the strength to not run away and I’ve also begun to be able to ‘just not’ view the gruesome images and understand that these lack of feeling and (I guess) addiction to images is a way of me hiding from my own fears. I think it will be a very long process but I know that with His help it is more than possible, and I am so grateful for your support with this.
 
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