Please pray, I am in a living hell

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Thursday is my birthday, the second without my daughter. On March 2, it will be two years since she did the unthinkable. I am being tormented to a degree that all my prayer and even my service to the Church no longer helps me. At Adoration today, I was being hounded; I thought Satan couldn’t follow me there? The second year has been worse than the first. I need strong prayer warriors, I have to survive this, I still have work to do for Him. But I don’t know how I can live the rest of my life with this torment. Remember me in your prayers.
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You are in my prayers. I am so sorry you lost your precious daughter in such a painful manner.

Eternal Rest grant to her O Lord. And let Perpetual Light shine upon her.

Ask for a Mass to be offered for her soul and another one to be offered for your special intention, for peace in your heart.

Your sorrow is very natural. Tomorrow please call both your parish and your doctor’s office for the name of a local support groups for family members and friends who suffer from the loss of a loved one. Ask especicially for a group to deal with those who loved ones suffered and lost their lives through suicide.

They will be able to walk with you through this pain.

May you receive a special sense of peace, especially on your birthday. I’m sure from Purgatory, your dear daughter must be offering you a prayer for peace. Please don’t let the darkness that marked the end of her life block the joy from you today. She probably didn’t want to hurt you, but was too depressed to help herself. Surely she would not want you in such pain today.

If you could hear her voice today, I’m sure she would wish you a very Happy Birthday and a Happy Valentine’s Day. She would probably tell you how sorry she was that her pain caused you so much pain.
 
Hail Mary
Full of Grace
The Lord is with thee.
Holy Mary
Mother of God
Pray for us sinners
Now, and at the hour of our death.
Amen

I am so sorry for your loss.
 
I pray for you to be at peace in all ways, for you to always remember to pay many mass for your daughter to help her. I pray for you to remember that whatever your torment, you are blessed beyond word to be alive and to use this privileged to pray for her and any parent going through the same suffering.

Dear God, please bring peace, comfort and love to your child. Keep her safe in all level, in Jesus name. Amen!
 
ellzeena, May God’s mercy well on your daughter’s soul May Jesus help you in this time. Healer of our wounds, most loving, king of all the kings and our Savior, please help out ellzeena and her family, that you can grant her the strength to continue carrying her cross and help her feel you around her in times of fear.

Our Father,
Who art in heaven,
hallowed be Thy name;
Thy kingdom come;
Thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven.
Give us this day our daily bread;
and forgive us our trespasses
as we forgive those who trespass against us;
and lead us not into temptation,
but deliver us from evil. Amen

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ellzeena said:
Thursday is my birthday, the second without my daughter. On March 2, it will be two years since she did the unthinkable. I am being tormented to a degree that all my prayer and even my service to the Church no longer helps me. At Adoration today, I was being hounded; I thought Satan couldn’t follow me there? The second year has been worse than the first. I need strong prayer warriors, I have to survive this, I still have work to do for Him. But I don’t know how I can live the rest of my life with this torment. Remember me in your prayers.
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Tonight I was feeling anxious and angry over how a fellow I work with treated me today, then I realized reading your post that maybe I could take the focus off myself and care about other people’s grief and pain. I know what it must be like because my child is the apple of my eye. I pray that Mother Mary will intercede on your behalf. May God’s blessing, healing, comfort and love be with you, dear one.
 
Thank you all from the bottom of my heart. And, to Detoutcoer, I am a child of Lourdes. In fact, today I awoke with the joy of knowing it is the celebration of Our Lady of Lourdes. I was there in October, it is the home of my heart; I am returning next September, God willing. I gave my most loved priest, Father Bill, a stole from Lourdes (didn’t realize he could only wear it one day a year LOL). It turns out his mother passed into paradise on this feast day and she was quite devoted to Notre Dame de Lourdes, so God put that stole in front of me and I knew it was for Father Bill, knowing it had special meaning.

With all your prayers, I will get stronger. I will defeat Satan. I don’t know what this life has been, other than exceptional trials. But God knows. And I intend to do my best to serve His purpose. May he bless all of you for your charity and your beauty of soul.
 
I woke this morning with you still on my heart and mind.

Jesus, bring peace. Lord of all, our Maker and our Brother, bring peace.
 
You are loved beautiful mother.

I continue to pray for you and i ask for Mother Mary to help you. She had lived inconceivable grieved and she understand you deeply.

Blessing to you sweet mother and love!
 
ellzeena said:
Thursday is my birthday, the second without my daughter. On March 2, it will be two years since she did the unthinkable. I am being tormented to a degree that all my prayer and even my service to the Church no longer helps me. At Adoration today, I was being hounded; I thought Satan couldn’t follow me there? The second year has been worse than the first. I need strong prayer warriors, I have to survive this, I still have work to do for Him. But I don’t know how I can live the rest of my life with this torment. Remember me in your prayers.
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Dear ellzeena I am so very sorry to leanr of your tragic loss of your daughter and your pain you are suffering. My heart goes out to you. So first (((hugs))) and prayers for you and your dear daughter.
May God bless you and ease your pain.

Lord please hear our prayers for ellzeena who is suffering greatly.She is in deep pain and misses her dear daughter so very much.Please ease her pain and fill her with confidence of faith that her daughter is safe with you in eternal life. In her darkest most painful moments please coem to her O Lord and wrap Your loving arms around her that she may feel Your love for her.Please grant her strength and continued faith in her every day life. Thankyou Lord for hearing our prayers Amen

Our Blessed Lady please intercede for ellzeena and when she is hurting please be with her and carry her through Amen

Novena To
Our Lady of Hope

NOVENA

I am the mother of fair love, and of fear, and of knowledge, and of holy hope. In me is all grace of the way and of the truth; in me is all hope of life and of virtue. Come to me all that desire me and be filled with my fruits (Sirach 24:24-26).
O Blessed Virgin Mary, Mother of Grace, Hope of the world.
Hear us, your children, who cry to you

Let Us Pray
O God, who by the marvelous protection of the Blessed Virgin Mary has strengthened us firmly in hope, grant we beseech You, that by persevering in prayer at her admonition, we may obtain the favors we devoutly implore. Through Christ Our Lord. Amen.

Prayer to Our Lady of Hope
O Mary, my Mother, I kneel before you with heavy heart. The burden of my sins oppresses me. The knowledge of my weakness discourages me. I am beset by fears and temptations of every sort. Yet I am so attached to the things of this world that instead of longing for Heaven I am filled with dread at the thought of death.
O Mother of Mercy, have pity on me in my distress. You are all-powerful with your Divine Son. He can refuse no request of your Immaculate Heart. Show yourself a true Mother to me by being my advocate before His throne. O Refuge of Sinners and Hope of the Hopeless, to whom shall I turn if not you?
Obtain for me, then, O Mother of Hope, the grace of true sorrow for my sins, the gift of perfect resignation to God’s Holy Will, and the courage to take up my cross and follow Jesus. Beg of His Sacred Heart the special favor that I ask in this novena.

(I pray for the intentions of ellzeena)

But above all I pray, O dearest Mother, that through your most powerful intercession my heart may be filled with Holy Hope, so that in life’s darkest hour I may never fail to trust in God my Savior, but by walking in the way of His commandments I may merit to be united with Him, and with you in the eternal joys of Heaven. Amen.
Mary, our Hope, have pity on us.
Hope of the Hopeless, pray for us.

Hail Mary,
Full of Grace,
The Lord is with thee.
Blessed art thou among women,
and blessed is the fruit
of thy womb, Jesus.
Holy Mary,
Mother of God,
pray for us sinners now,
and at the hour of death.
Amen.

Hail Mary,
Full of Grace,
The Lord is with thee.
Blessed art thou among women,
and blessed is the fruit
of thy womb, Jesus.
Holy Mary,
Mother of God,
pray for us sinners now,
and at the hour of death.
Amen.

Hail Mary,
Full of Grace,
The Lord is with thee.
Blessed art thou among women,
and blessed is the fruit
of thy womb, Jesus.
Holy Mary,
Mother of God,
pray for us sinners now,
and at the hour of death.
Amen
 
Memorare (Prayer to Our Lady)
Remember, O most gracious Virgin Mary, that never was it known that anyone who fled to your protection, implored your help, or sought your intercession, was left unaided.
Inspired by this confidence, I fly unto you, O Virgin of virgins, my Mother. To you do I come, before you I stand, sinful and sorrowful. O Mother of the Word Incarnate, despise not my petitions, but in your mercy, hear and answer me. Amen
 
Lord please hear our prayers for ellzeena who is suffering greatly.She is in deep pain and misses her dear daughter so very much.Please ease her pain and fill her with confidence of faith that her daughter is safe with you in eternal life. In her darkest most painful moments please coem to her O Lord and wrap Your loving arms around her that she may feel Your love for her.Please grant her strength and continued faith in her every day life. Thankyou Lord for hearing our prayers Amen

Our Blessed Lady please intercede for ellzeena and when she is hurting please be with her and carry her through Amen

Novena To
Our Lady of Hope

NOVENA

I am the mother of fair love, and of fear, and of knowledge, and of holy hope. In me is all grace of the way and of the truth; in me is all hope of life and of virtue. Come to me all that desire me and be filled with my fruits (Sirach 24:24-26).
O Blessed Virgin Mary, Mother of Grace, Hope of the world.
Hear us, your children, who cry to you

Let Us Pray
O God, who by the marvelous protection of the Blessed Virgin Mary has strengthened us firmly in hope, grant we beseech You, that by persevering in prayer at her admonition, we may obtain the favors we devoutly implore. Through Christ Our Lord. Amen.

Prayer to Our Lady of Hope
O Mary, my Mother, I kneel before you with heavy heart. The burden of my sins oppresses me. The knowledge of my weakness discourages me. I am beset by fears and temptations of every sort. Yet I am so attached to the things of this world that instead of longing for Heaven I am filled with dread at the thought of death.
O Mother of Mercy, have pity on me in my distress. You are all-powerful with your Divine Son. He can refuse no request of your Immaculate Heart. Show yourself a true Mother to me by being my advocate before His throne. O Refuge of Sinners and Hope of the Hopeless, to whom shall I turn if not you?
Obtain for me, then, O Mother of Hope, the grace of true sorrow for my sins, the gift of perfect resignation to God’s Holy Will, and the courage to take up my cross and follow Jesus. Beg of His Sacred Heart the special favor that I ask in this novena.

(I pray for the intentions of ellzeena)

But above all I pray, O dearest Mother, that through your most powerful intercession my heart may be filled with Holy Hope, so that in life’s darkest hour I may never fail to trust in God my Savior, but by walking in the way of His commandments I may merit to be united with Him, and with you in the eternal joys of Heaven. Amen.
Mary, our Hope, have pity on us.
Hope of the Hopeless, pray for us.

Hail Mary,
Full of Grace,
The Lord is with thee.
Blessed art thou among women,
and blessed is the fruit
of thy womb, Jesus.
Holy Mary,
Mother of God,
pray for us sinners now,
and at the hour of death.
Amen.

Hail Mary,
Full of Grace,
The Lord is with thee.
Blessed art thou among women,
and blessed is the fruit
of thy womb, Jesus.
Holy Mary,
Mother of God,
pray for us sinners now,
and at the hour of death.
Amen.

Hail Mary,
Full of Grace,
The Lord is with thee.
Blessed art thou among women,
and blessed is the fruit
of thy womb, Jesus.
Holy Mary,
Mother of God,
pray for us sinners now,
and at the hour of death.
Amen
 
ellzeena said:
Thank you all from the bottom of my heart. And, to Detoutcoeur, I am a child of Lourdes. In fact, today I awoke with the joy of knowing it is the celebration of Our Lady of Lourdes. I was there in October, it is the home of my heart; I am returning next September, God willing. I gave my most loved priest, Father Bill, a stole from Lourdes (didn’t realize he could only wear it one day a year LOL). It turns out his mother passed into paradise on this feast day and she was quite devoted to Notre Dame de Lourdes, so God put that stole in front of me and I knew it was for Father Bill, knowing it had special meaning.

With all your prayers, I will get stronger. I will defeat Satan. I don’t know what this life has been, other than exceptional trials. But God knows. And I intend to do my best to serve His purpose. May he bless all of you for your charity and your beauty of soul.
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What blessings, ellzeena! Our Lady is watching over you in a special way. Stay strong, and please pray for us, too.
 
Our Father, Who art in heaven,
Hallowed be Thy Name.
Thy Kingdom come.
Thy Will be done, on earth as it is in Heaven. Give us this day our daily bread.
And forgive us our trespasses,
as we forgive those who trespass against us.
And lead us not into temptation,
but deliver us from evil. Amen.

Don’t lose hope. God loves us all. Keep strong in faith.
 
Lord please hear our prayers for ellzeena who is suffering greatly.She is in deep pain and misses her dear daughter so very much.Please ease her pain and fill her with confidence of faith that her daughter is safe with you in eternal life. In her darkest most painful moments please coem to her O Lord and wrap Your loving arms around her that she may feel Your love for her.Please grant her strength and continued faith in her every day life. Thankyou Lord for hearing our prayers Amen

Our Blessed Lady please intercede for ellzeena and when she is hurting please be with her and carry her through Amen

Novena To
Our Lady of Hope

NOVENA

I am the mother of fair love, and of fear, and of knowledge, and of holy hope. In me is all grace of the way and of the truth; in me is all hope of life and of virtue. Come to me all that desire me and be filled with my fruits (Sirach 24:24-26).
O Blessed Virgin Mary, Mother of Grace, Hope of the world.
Hear us, your children, who cry to you

Let Us Pray
O God, who by the marvelous protection of the Blessed Virgin Mary has strengthened us firmly in hope, grant we beseech You, that by persevering in prayer at her admonition, we may obtain the favors we devoutly implore. Through Christ Our Lord. Amen.

Prayer to Our Lady of Hope
O Mary, my Mother, I kneel before you with heavy heart. The burden of my sins oppresses me. The knowledge of my weakness discourages me. I am beset by fears and temptations of every sort. Yet I am so attached to the things of this world that instead of longing for Heaven I am filled with dread at the thought of death.
O Mother of Mercy, have pity on me in my distress. You are all-powerful with your Divine Son. He can refuse no request of your Immaculate Heart. Show yourself a true Mother to me by being my advocate before His throne. O Refuge of Sinners and Hope of the Hopeless, to whom shall I turn if not you?
Obtain for me, then, O Mother of Hope, the grace of true sorrow for my sins, the gift of perfect resignation to God’s Holy Will, and the courage to take up my cross and follow Jesus. Beg of His Sacred Heart the special favor that I ask in this novena.

(I pray for the intentions of ellzeena)

But above all I pray, O dearest Mother, that through your most powerful intercession my heart may be filled with Holy Hope, so that in life’s darkest hour I may never fail to trust in God my Savior, but by walking in the way of His commandments I may merit to be united with Him, and with you in the eternal joys of Heaven. Amen.
Mary, our Hope, have pity on us.
Hope of the Hopeless, pray for us.

Hail Mary,
Full of Grace,
The Lord is with thee.
Blessed art thou among women,
and blessed is the fruit
of thy womb, Jesus.
Holy Mary,
Mother of God,
pray for us sinners now,
and at the hour of death.
Amen.

Hail Mary,
Full of Grace,
The Lord is with thee.
Blessed art thou among women,
and blessed is the fruit
of thy womb, Jesus.
Holy Mary,
Mother of God,
pray for us sinners now,
and at the hour of death.
Amen.

Hail Mary,
Full of Grace,
The Lord is with thee.
Blessed art thou among women,
and blessed is the fruit
of thy womb, Jesus.
Holy Mary,
Mother of God,
pray for us sinners now,
and at the hour of death.
Amen
 
Lord please hear our prayers for ellzeena who is suffering greatly.She is in deep pain and misses her dear daughter so very much.Please ease her pain and fill her with confidence of faith that her daughter is safe with you in eternal life. In her darkest most painful moments please coem to her O Lord and wrap Your loving arms around her that she may feel Your love for her.Please grant her strength and continued faith in her every day life. Thankyou Lord for hearing our prayers Amen

Our Blessed Lady please intercede for ellzeena and when she is hurting please be with her and carry her through Amen

Novena To
Our Lady of Hope

NOVENA

I am the mother of fair love, and of fear, and of knowledge, and of holy hope. In me is all grace of the way and of the truth; in me is all hope of life and of virtue. Come to me all that desire me and be filled with my fruits (Sirach 24:24-26).
O Blessed Virgin Mary, Mother of Grace, Hope of the world.
Hear us, your children, who cry to you

Let Us Pray
O God, who by the marvelous protection of the Blessed Virgin Mary has strengthened us firmly in hope, grant we beseech You, that by persevering in prayer at her admonition, we may obtain the favors we devoutly implore. Through Christ Our Lord. Amen.

Prayer to Our Lady of Hope
O Mary, my Mother, I kneel before you with heavy heart. The burden of my sins oppresses me. The knowledge of my weakness discourages me. I am beset by fears and temptations of every sort. Yet I am so attached to the things of this world that instead of longing for Heaven I am filled with dread at the thought of death.
O Mother of Mercy, have pity on me in my distress. You are all-powerful with your Divine Son. He can refuse no request of your Immaculate Heart. Show yourself a true Mother to me by being my advocate before His throne. O Refuge of Sinners and Hope of the Hopeless, to whom shall I turn if not you?
Obtain for me, then, O Mother of Hope, the grace of true sorrow for my sins, the gift of perfect resignation to God’s Holy Will, and the courage to take up my cross and follow Jesus. Beg of His Sacred Heart the special favor that I ask in this novena.

(I pray for the intentions of ellzeena)

But above all I pray, O dearest Mother, that through your most powerful intercession my heart may be filled with Holy Hope, so that in life’s darkest hour I may never fail to trust in God my Savior, but by walking in the way of His commandments I may merit to be united with Him, and with you in the eternal joys of Heaven. Amen.
Mary, our Hope, have pity on us.
Hope of the Hopeless, pray for us.

Hail Mary,
Full of Grace,
The Lord is with thee.
Blessed art thou among women,
and blessed is the fruit
of thy womb, Jesus.
Holy Mary,
Mother of God,
pray for us sinners now,
and at the hour of death.
Amen.

Hail Mary,
Full of Grace,
The Lord is with thee.
Blessed art thou among women,
and blessed is the fruit
of thy womb, Jesus.
Holy Mary,
Mother of God,
pray for us sinners now,
and at the hour of death.
Amen.

Hail Mary,
Full of Grace,
The Lord is with thee.
Blessed art thou among women,
and blessed is the fruit
of thy womb, Jesus.
Holy Mary,
Mother of God,
pray for us sinners now,
and at the hour of death.
Amen
 
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