As a Protestant revert to Catholicism I find all of this quite troubling.
I left Protestantism because of its epistemological incoherence and I was quite confident that I had found the one true Church founded by Jesus. One of my major hurdles in returning to the Church was the Papacy.
Sorry if this is derailing the thread, but when Christ says that the gates of hell shall not prevail against His Church, what do others take it to mean?
In that passage after becoming Catholic and hearing/reading Catholic commentators I took it to mean that the Pope would not be allowed to teach error, and more specifically in the form of an ex cathedra statement. Is this how others understand it or is my understanding a bit too limited?
Are we to understand “not prevail” as not ‘ultimately prevail’, but that the gates of hell may, in fact, swirl all around us and even move in and amongst the Church possibly to the point that it looks as though they may prevail but never actually finally prevail?
Sorry, but this whole saga has been a cause of great concern for me, though I will admit I am naturally prone to doubt.
Hello, Persecuted.
I understand where you are coming from. As a recent revert from Protestantism myself, I have had to do a lot of grappling with things after some of Pope Francis’ more controversial statements, the recent synods on the family, the issuance of Amoris Laetitia, and now this letter to the Argentine Bishops. However, I think amidst it all, I have gained a much better understanding of how the Church really works, and identified some deficiencies in my thinking that I have had to make some adjustments to.
As background, I decided to revert from Protestantism in 2012, having gained a great respect for Pope Benedict (after many years of wrestling with Catholicism). Benedict seemed clear, careful and reserved about most everything he said. Under his leadership, it was easy to feel like everything was safe and stable.
Then just before the Easter Vigil in 2013 (when I was scheduled to be confirmed), Benedict announced he was stepping down. It was almost as if the Lord was saying, “Don’t just revert because you trust Pope Benedict. Do you trust me?”
Pope Francis obviously has a very different style than Pope Benedict. He uses a lot of hyperbole, tends to shoot from the hip a lot more, doesn’t dot every i and cross every t, and seems willing to talk about just about anything with anyone. He is not looking to make things stable and comfortable, but rather to shake things up and make things uncomfortable. Whether this is good or bad, who knows just yet. But needless to say, that style was somewhat unnerving to me.
Looking back, my suspicion is that a lot of the pro-Catholic apologists I read prior to reverting had a tendency to be a bit overly idealistic in their portrayal of the papacy and the Church’s teaching on infallibility. Church history, on the other hand, seems to show things with popes being a lot more messy than I was led to believe. There have been plenty of occasions when things that popes were saying or doing had Catholics scratching their heads and wondering if God was really still with the vicar of Christ (and per the episode cited in Galatians, I wonder if St. Paul may have even asked at times if St. Peter himself had lost it). Yet the Church moved forward, and those situations were only really understood well in hindsight.
I guess my point is that I don’t know what the final resolution will be on all these questions, or how the Church will look back at Pope Francis’ papacy. However, I do think that the kind of messiness, controversy and lack of clarity we are dealing with right now is probably more par for the course than a lot of us have been led to believe. And accordingly, I would try not to let it get you too worried about the Church’s teaching on infallibility or whether God is still protecting the papal office from error. Things will go forward and the Church will only really understand it all in hindsight. And in many ways, that mirrors the way I have learned to deal with the trials and tribulations God has brought me through in my own life - they can unnerve me in the midst of them and make me question God, but they make a lot more sense in hindsight.
Admittedly, this may not be a great source of comfort to you or answer all your questions, but I just wanted to let you know how I have come to understand things. And know that I am right here with you in it all asking the sames kinds of questions.
I will pray a Hail Mary for you, my friend. God bless!