Even if I am sick it does not matter to me anyway, that is the least of my care. I just want the holy ghost and it is the only reason I can think God the father has not made me like him holy and righteous and has to look at you all as sinners as he stares at you all the only one holy and righteous and he gave his only begotten son up on a cross for you all…as the Protestants say only God can be good that is why he can nail his son up for us and beat the living life out of him to display his power how he can overcome the grave. .
Seeker,
This has been a fascinating thread to say the very least. I think there are several reasons why it has been allowed to go this far. 1. I think there has been an earnest effort by everyone to offer helpful suggestions and prayers to you and your plight with your demons, be they real or a product of some trauma you have experienced. 2. This thread has been an interesting study for those who might be truly experienced in demonology, certainly it has been interesting for those who are learned in abnormal psychology. 3. For the rest of us who study religion and doctrine as encouraged by our faith, it has been valuable to listen to the discourse of one who claims to have working experience with total evil as you have claimed to be intertwined with. By your own admission you are possessed with 2 demons and you claim that you want to be free of them.
What has been fascinating is the pride with which you boast how your demons have terrified clergy member of the Pentecostal Church, and one visiting Catholic Priest if I recall correctly. Over and over you have remarked how you do not like or respect the Catholic church yet offer some candle of hope that despite all the chaff present here, you think our church is somehow worthy of a shot to rid you of said demons. You have repeatedly and proudly uttered, what to us is complete blasphemy and heresy to our church, yet we have indulged you in the interest of helping you… truly… that has been our intention.
Now, after not following one bit of advice, you have decided to go back to the very church you and your demons claim to terrorize for further assistance. This of course is fine. You have free will, and this is your life. We will always be here, and barring any egregious breech of forum rules, you will always be welcome to “weigh in.”
My only comment is this, whenever a soul falls under the influence of Satan in any religion or lack thereof, inevitably they come running to the Catholic Church. Why is that? Even in Hollywood, or any version of Hollywood worldwide do these people come running to us?
If you are truly being visited by the “unholy” if you truly wish to become a free man, if you truly wish to follow in the footsteps of Jesus in his Holy Mother’s Catholic Church, we are here to help. If not, I for one am tired of your constant blasphemy and mockery of our church and the charitable few who have been willing to engage in discourse with you.
I pray for your soul and well being. It is my hope that you will indeed find comfort, salvation, and freedom in this, the Holy Catholic Church, or whatever denomination you choose to call home.
esieffe
PS: Merry Christmas!