“You can’t always get what you want, but if you try sometimes, you just might find, you get what you need.” Sorry.
Best to let God decide what, when and how much you need. And, if you find that you
can’t get no satisfaction 

, then perhaps it is patience that you truly need.
Seriously, it might be time to try
Divine Intimacy, a classic of Carmelite spirituality in the manner of Saint Teresa of Avila and Saint John of the Cross. 365 easily ‘absorbable’ daily readings/reflections which lead one to deeper prayer and a more intimate relationship with God.
After the bible and
The Imitation of Christ, it is one of the three power-hitters in the spiritual realm. A bit pricey, but finely made (equal to a top quality bible) and the Mystic Monks have the best deal on the web, as well as some killer coffee