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Gabriel_Syme
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Things are taking a different direction than I originally anticipated. As it turns out I will not be able to visit the Franciscan friars of the renewal this summer. I am heartbroken over this, and I will admit I am feeling a lot of doubts right now. questioning whether or not this whole thing was a folly of spiritual pride, or if I am called or if I am called here or somewhere else. I know one thing that was recommended to me by one of the friars I spoke with was the Madonna house. I do not know much about them but I intend to do some research but tonight I need to pray, I need to pray for clarity and direction. My Lord has not abandoned me but have I abandoned him by desiring something that was not his will for me? your prayers are appreciated and I thank you all for your support.