Aida, please share it.
There is something I have not share of my story. The only woman who came with a vengeance against me out of all those I hurt is Wiccan. You see, I had become so hardened, so blind, and so deaf that allowed myself to think that it did not matter to me that they were Wiccan, Buddhist, Christian, Atheist… I was just for the ride, for the indulgence, and the pleasures of the flesh. I was so blinded by the sinful life… I still cannot believe that I did not see the signs that I should have stayed away, not only from her (especially), but from all other women I was hurting.
Still to this day, sometimes I am weak (I feel desire to fantasize about women, chase women [one-night stands, and so on], and others, but I have yet to hurt another women), and trust me I am fighting each day to control these demons, to control the desires of the flesh to sin, but only through Jesus Christ, I can win this. The Lord has been showing me the way to tackle the problems through other Christians, and through words that come to me.
I thank the Lord for opening my eyes, and I thank Him for saving me. I still need Him, more than ever, and most likely will always NEED HIM. I cannot win these battles of sexual sins by myself. I can only win them with His help.
Lord, please hear me. I may fall, but each day You know I am growing stronger to fight these sins, and each day I am finding the way through You to Win the War against the temptations of the Evil one. Sex is only for married couples. The rest must remain chaste.
Thank You, Lord for showing me the way.