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canadiannurse
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Please keep me in your prayers as I struggle through where God is leading me. I thought he wanted me to work for a little while in my hometown, a very rural town in BC that has a lot of darkness (addiction, abuse, etc). There is not a lot of happiness in this place. A few people from my church and another have banded together to form a Prayer Warrior group to pray for the healing of this town.
Most days I love my job - I love being a nurse. I’m still a fairly new nurse (just a year and a half in), so I have many struggles as I learn how to do things in a quick and often understaffed environment. However, some days I really struggle with my job. Sometimes I don’t understand the political dynamics, and also because I am very sensitive, I take to heart when someone snaps at me.
I am currently struggling with an ethical issue where I feel like I have to find elsewhere to work (which in a town this small, means I would have to move somewhere else), or choose between my faith.
I am also discerning a religious life, which brings me much joy and peace, but lately has been getting gobbled up in the chaos of my work life.
I have a feeling I have some big decisions ahead of me. If I choose to stay in my current work (which means working in an ER at times and what moral issues this will bring me), then I feel like I would lose support from some of the higher ups at Church. If I choose to do what they are asking of me, I would face losing my job and the end of my career.
Most days I love my job - I love being a nurse. I’m still a fairly new nurse (just a year and a half in), so I have many struggles as I learn how to do things in a quick and often understaffed environment. However, some days I really struggle with my job. Sometimes I don’t understand the political dynamics, and also because I am very sensitive, I take to heart when someone snaps at me.
I am currently struggling with an ethical issue where I feel like I have to find elsewhere to work (which in a town this small, means I would have to move somewhere else), or choose between my faith.
I am also discerning a religious life, which brings me much joy and peace, but lately has been getting gobbled up in the chaos of my work life.
I have a feeling I have some big decisions ahead of me. If I choose to stay in my current work (which means working in an ER at times and what moral issues this will bring me), then I feel like I would lose support from some of the higher ups at Church. If I choose to do what they are asking of me, I would face losing my job and the end of my career.
Heavenly Father, we pray for wisdom, guidance, discernment and strength for CanadianNurse; use her nursing skills to help heal and minister to those in need; protect her from pressures on all sides that would cause her to compromise her Catholic values; and surround her with your grace, your compassion and your peace!!!