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Dear brothers and sisters,
Due to stress at work, I fell into thoughts that I felt were sacrilegious if not blasphemous, leading me to believe I was in mortal sin. I had been praying for several days to avoid any mortally sinful thoughts and emotions, but today, I freaked and failed. That wrecked the rest of my day, and tonight, I got home and lusts started filling my body and memories of past, repented experiences (which nonetheless carry a physical pleasure with them, which I wish they DIDN’T). Anyway, “let he who is standing beware that he does not fall,” well tonight I fell even worse. I don’t know how to fight lust well when it starts.
I pray against it, which only makes the images more vivid and the feelings more strong. Then sitting at the computer, with those feelings, I stupidly clicked on internet porn
and, without getting graphic, Fell big time. I know I shouldn’t have looked, but the temptation was so great and I was already in a weakened state. God help me.

I am so sorry and ashamed. Please pray for me that God will grant me immediately, in sheer mercy, the Graces to recover from this and make a very good, thorough confession tomorrow to my priest, and then NEVER fall like this (or like this afternoon) AGAIN. Please pray for me to recover from this TONIGHT, EVEN BEFORE tomorrow’s confession. I haven’t fallen like this in many months, and am very frustrated, sorry, and deeply disappointed in myself. Please help me recover with your prayers as I am thoroughly disgusted with myself right now. God bless you and thank you so much.
 
St. Micheal the Archangel, defend us in the day of battle.
Be our safeguard against the wickedness and snares of the devil.
May God rebuke him, we humbly pray and to Thou oh Prince of the Heavenly Host,
By the power of God, cast into hell satan and all the other evil spirits
Who prowl through the world seeking the ruin of souls.
Amen
 
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Dear brothers and sisters,
Due to stress at work, I fell into thoughts that I felt were sacrilegious if not blasphemous, leading me to believe I was in mortal sin. I had been praying for several days to avoid any mortally sinful thoughts and emotions, but today, I freaked and failed. That wrecked the rest of my day, and tonight, I got home and lusts started filling my body and memories of past, repented experiences (which nonetheless carry a physical pleasure with them, which I wish they DIDN’T). Anyway, “let he who is standing beware that he does not fall,” well tonight I fell even worse. I don’t know how to fight lust well when it starts.
I pray against it, which only makes the images more vivid and the feelings more strong. Then sitting at the computer, with those feelings, I stupidly clicked on internet porn
and, without getting graphic, Fell big time. I know I shouldn’t have looked, but the temptation was so great and I was already in a weakened state. God help me.

I am so sorry and ashamed. Please pray for me that God will grant me immediately, in sheer mercy, the Graces to recover from this and make a very good, thorough confession tomorrow to my priest, and then NEVER fall like this (or like this afternoon) AGAIN. Please pray for me to recover from this TONIGHT, EVEN BEFORE tomorrow’s confession. I haven’t fallen like this in many months, and am very frustrated, sorry, and deeply disappointed in myself. Please help me recover with your prayers as I am thoroughly disgusted with myself right now. God bless you and thank you so much.
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My heart goes out to you and you have my prayers. I think this is a sin that almost everyone struggles with to some extent; I know I have and am fighting these kinds of feelings everyday. The first step is recognizing your fault, and then doing your best to try to never repeat it again. If you fall, you just get right back up and try again. God does not expect us to be perfect; he just expects us to try our very best.

As for the “blasphemous thoughts” that you mentioned before…I’m not sure if I understood clearly, but could they just have been intruisive? Sometimes thoughts will pop into a person’s head for no particular reason; I have OCD and I know how horrible it can be to have unwanted thoughts. I am not saying that you are OCD, but someone once gave me some words of advice that were and are quite helpful. And that is, if you ever get an unwanted thought, acknowledge it and say, “There’s that silly thought again,” and then go on and try to forget it. Do your best to not give it any attention, as it deserves none. We can’t help noticing it, but just let it pass through and you will forget it.

I do not know how much of a help I have been, but I hope you are able to take something from what I said. Again, you are in my prayers.

May God bless and keep you.

~lovedance4ever
 
Hi, the “blasphemous thoughts” were part of a process of being frustrated at work.
There is a thieving bully there who habitually steals everybody else’s sales, and even though repeatedly reported to management, is getting away with it and belligerent as ever.
While I and most of my co-workers work our BUTTS OFF to barely make our daily goals,
this horrible woman is SEEMINGLY being regularly BLESSED by SOMEONE in the supernatural world, and this REALLY frustrates me. This is not petty jealously: this woman is a malicious thief and bully who is being protected by management, and is robbing us of our rightful ability to make a decent amount of commission.
I pray, DAILY, for God to grant me the sales I need to meet my goal and make enough commission weekly to earn a living wage and then work my butt off, with my feet bleeding and swollen to twice their normal size at the end of the day, and still manage sometimes to only take home $250 a week (!!!), while this habitually thieving, remorseless BULLY will have, with NO effort on her part, the “right customer” just frequently walk up to her out of the blue and announce that they want to buy from her THOUSANDS of bucks of merchandise, with NO selling effort on her part at all. Today, I finally started saying again,
Father, why the HELL are you blessing this awful, evil woman so much??? Or is it YOU blessing her, or is it the Devil??? It CAN’T be mere “dumb luck,” because this kind of good thing happens to her very, very often DESPITE her habitual, remorseless, bulllying and thieving. And the thoughts went downhill from there, with me finally thinking something, albeit only for a few seconds, that was REALLY over-the-top, for which I apologized to God, but felt it was too late. I hadn’t “planned” to say it or think it, but think it I did, and my whole rest of the day, and tonight, was SHOT because of it,
my spirit was greatly weakened, leading to this big Fall tonight.
God bless you for your kind prayers and thank you all so very, very, very much.
If any of you could throw a Chaplet of Divine Mercy in for me, I’d really appreciate it tonight, cuz I REALLY need some prayed for me.
Love to you all.
Jaypeeto4
 
Hail Mary conceived without sin.
Pray for us who have recourse to thee.

Hail Mary conceived without sin.
Pray for us who have recourse to thee.

Hail Mary conceived without sin.
Pray for us who have recourse to thee.
 
Lord Jesus, You have said, “Learn from me, for I am meek and humble of heart.” With confidence in Your loving heart which offers rest to weary souls, we come to You in this time of special need. In Your unfailing love, read the prayer that is written on our hearts, and grant the grace that we ask of You, in accordance with Your holy will. In Your name we pray. Amen.

Remember, O most gracious Virgin Mary, that never was it known that anyone who fled to thy protection, implored thy help, and sought thy intercession, was left unaided. Inspired with this confidence, I fly unto thee, O Virgin of virgins, my Mother, to thee I come, before thee I stand sinful and sorrowful. O Mother of the Word Incarnate! Despise not my petitions, but, in thy mercy, hear and answer me. Amen.
 
Thank you all so very much.

PLEASE KEEP PRAYING FOR ME TODAY (MONDAY),
as I cannot get to Confession before this evening, and I will be attacked constantly
by evil spirits for being in mortal sin until I do get to confession (not physically attacked, but they send “hopeless” thoughts continuously).

Also, will my prayers be heard for myself AND OTHERS, thru the blood of Christ’s merits, BEFORE I go to confession this evening?
I know that I cannot receive any partial indulgences for the prayers, but I still want to pray the JESUS, MARY, I LOVE YOU, SAVE SOULS prayer for myself and for
the dying and the souls in purgatory,
but IF they are NOT going to be heard, and even possibly be offensive to God,
BEFORE I go to confession,
then I don’t want to waste God’s and Jesus’s and Mary’s time with prayers that
they will ignore. Please advise and thank you.,
Jaypeeto4
 
Lord, I pray that Jaypeeto4 had a very blessed confession today. Help him to manage his passions so he doesn’t fall into mortal sin. May he know that the sin of anger can lead to the sin of lust so he can better understand what might be happening to him. Bless Jaypeeto4 and protect him from the devil and from all evil influences. Thank you, Lord, for hearing my prayer.
 
Sacred Heart of Jesus
We place our trust in Thee

Sacred Heart of Jesus
We place our trust in Thee

Sacred Heart of Jesus
We place our trust in Thee
 
Thank you, ready and thank you everybody!!!
Love to you all,
Jaypeeto4
 
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