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Mort_Alz
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Hello everyone, I didn’t know where else to go, since I haven’t found fulfilling answers anywhere (even at my own Congregational church).
I humbly and desperately ask for prayers for myself: I feel lost and without direction. I am a baptised Christian who believes in God and his son, Jesus, but it is increasingly difficult to walk the walk. In America, society is full of people who despise religion and make it more and more difficult to sincerely practice it. Left and right they debunk the very core of my beliefs to the point that they become straw and meaningless. If what I believe is not taken seriously, then there is no reason to live. For I’ve discovered that He is the only reason to live. He alone, is the perfect judge and example of righteousness. Only through Him can good gifts flow. If we take out God from the picture, there is no reason to be righteous. There are so many misguided opinions (and strong ones at that) going around all over the world, amplified because of the Internet, news, and increasing communication abilities. The only rock of a foundation I have been able to find appears to be in the Catholic Church, but there are many things that make me afraid to commit, things that hold me back. I fear judgment from my parents as they are Protestant, I fear making the wrong decision with which college to go to and what to study (It’s my senior year and I still dont’ know!) I want to serve God with all my heart and I want to be exactly where he would have me, but I feel lost without a clue where to point my feet.
If y’all would pray for me, that is all I ask. I need God’s help more than ever. I’m so incapable by myself. I need God’s grace and strength absolutely if I’m to maintain the faith and ACTUALLY believe instead of making Christianity out to be a hollow philosophy or “just another way to look at the world.” My worst fear is that the very real and absolute truth of God and Christianity will diminish into this line of thinking and just get lost amongst the tangles of philosophies that have people quarrelling over nothing.
Please pray for me, I need help.
I humbly and desperately ask for prayers for myself: I feel lost and without direction. I am a baptised Christian who believes in God and his son, Jesus, but it is increasingly difficult to walk the walk. In America, society is full of people who despise religion and make it more and more difficult to sincerely practice it. Left and right they debunk the very core of my beliefs to the point that they become straw and meaningless. If what I believe is not taken seriously, then there is no reason to live. For I’ve discovered that He is the only reason to live. He alone, is the perfect judge and example of righteousness. Only through Him can good gifts flow. If we take out God from the picture, there is no reason to be righteous. There are so many misguided opinions (and strong ones at that) going around all over the world, amplified because of the Internet, news, and increasing communication abilities. The only rock of a foundation I have been able to find appears to be in the Catholic Church, but there are many things that make me afraid to commit, things that hold me back. I fear judgment from my parents as they are Protestant, I fear making the wrong decision with which college to go to and what to study (It’s my senior year and I still dont’ know!) I want to serve God with all my heart and I want to be exactly where he would have me, but I feel lost without a clue where to point my feet.
If y’all would pray for me, that is all I ask. I need God’s help more than ever. I’m so incapable by myself. I need God’s grace and strength absolutely if I’m to maintain the faith and ACTUALLY believe instead of making Christianity out to be a hollow philosophy or “just another way to look at the world.” My worst fear is that the very real and absolute truth of God and Christianity will diminish into this line of thinking and just get lost amongst the tangles of philosophies that have people quarrelling over nothing.
Please pray for me, I need help.
