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kristie_m
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Where I am it is 4:30am. I cannot sleep because in about four hours I am to undergo a procedure to remove my 16 week old baby who’s heart stopped sometime last week.
My husband and I have spent the past few days making arrangements for burial. I have many people praying for me, but I’ll ask for your prayers too…both for my husband, who is trying so hard to be strong as he grieves the loss of our child, and for myself. I am absolutely terrified of what is to come. I know that what the doctor is going to do amounts to an abortion, and even though I know my baby is already with Jesus, I can’t get that imagery out of my head.
I will be sedated, but conscious through this process. I don’t know how I’m going to get through it. I don’t know how anyone does. Try as I might, I cannot wake up from this nightmare.
Please pray for us…for the strength and courage to get through this day, and for comfort in the days to come.
Thank you.
My husband and I have spent the past few days making arrangements for burial. I have many people praying for me, but I’ll ask for your prayers too…both for my husband, who is trying so hard to be strong as he grieves the loss of our child, and for myself. I am absolutely terrified of what is to come. I know that what the doctor is going to do amounts to an abortion, and even though I know my baby is already with Jesus, I can’t get that imagery out of my head.
I will be sedated, but conscious through this process. I don’t know how I’m going to get through it. I don’t know how anyone does. Try as I might, I cannot wake up from this nightmare.
Please pray for us…for the strength and courage to get through this day, and for comfort in the days to come.
Thank you.
