If I may…
saying the prayers on the rosary for the sake of saying them is never going to cause you to grow.
This is the purpose for the mysteries of each decade. Long before the printing press, and even longer before literacy was a norm, people could not read the bible. But they could use an item that is easily reproducible like the rosary to help teach the stories of the bible…
Example…
The Sorrowful mysteries…
The first decade, though we pray our fathers and hail Marys, we are contemplating the meaning behind Jesus’s Agony in the Garden
The second decade: while we are praying our fathers and hail Marys, we are contemplating his scourge at the pillars
the third decade, we contemplate his crowning of thorns
the forth, his carrying of the cross
the final decade, his crucifixion…
Some people take it further and have a meaning from the bible for each bead…
There are many different ways to pray the rosary… But the rosary is more than just a set of beads we pray on… it is in fact the first portable bible.
Saying you did not grow while properly praying the rosary, is like saying you did not grow while properly reading the bible…
The Catholic church promotes the rosary not as a way for us poor catholic to “worship Mary” it is our witness tract. It was the gospel tracts passed out by the church in the 1st century through today… The Rosary is the bible (all be it a much abbreviate)…
The rosary is PROOF the catholic church promotes sacred scripture… If the Church really did try and ‘hide’ the bible from everyone… why did it let the rosary exist…
In Christ