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Augustine8
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So I went to serve Mass and I went in before and the ciboria were out and i looked in them, before they had the hosts in them, and I noticed what I’m pretty sure were Crumbs and than I looked in another one and I’m pretty sure there were crumbs in others. And so I got really nervous and I just wanted to run away because a situation like this is what kinda caused me to stay away from Jesus for a while before. So I didn’t say anything to anyone because I didn’t want them to think I was crazy but now I think I mighta messed up big. I didn’t know refrain from saying anything in order to show disrespect to Jesus but I was so scared. I feel so worthless and like God hates me now. I talked to someone who I’d consider my spiritual director ( not a Priest) and they said I was fine. If this is the cause of me staying away front Jesus I will be so hurt. My spirits are so destroyed right now, any gentle help and advice would be appreciated. Sorry for any inconveniences I cause with this. Thank you