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You are right, Janet, He is risen and is seated at the right hand of the Father. This does not negate that He is present to us in His Body and Blood.I just did adore it, but I do not do so anymore. I don’t see where I should have clammed up with that in any way.
I was pretty extreme in my adoration (well for German standards) and I do not do it anymore.
I simply will not bow down to a bread that is supposed to be my Lord. I do not believe this “truth” any more. He is risen and He is seated at the right hand of the father in all of His glory.
None of us is capable of judging your heart with regard to your time in front of the blessed sacrament. Maybe you were like I was, going through the motions of what seemed to be expected without ever believing it in your heart.
It seems that you, like I did, found a personal experience of God among our separated brethren. It also seems that you, like I did, embraced quite a fair amount of heretical doctrines in the process. The one you state here is very old, as we can see from the Patristic account:
Ignatius of Antioch
“I have no taste for corruptible food nor for the pleasures of this life. I desire the bread of God, which is the flesh of Jesus Christ, who was of the seed of David; and for drink I desire his blood, which is love incorruptible” (Letter to the Romans 7:3 [A.D. 110]).
“Take note of those who hold heterodox opinions on the grace of Jesus Christ which has come to us, and see how contrary their opinions are to the mind of God. . . . They abstain from the Eucharist and from prayer because they do not confess that the Eucharist is the flesh of our Savior Jesus Christ, flesh which suffered for our sins and which that Father, in his goodness, raised up again. They who deny the gift of God are perishing in their disputes” (Letter to the Smyrnaeans 6:2–7:1 [A.D. 110]).
People have been claiming to embrace the faith of the Apostles and denying their Teachings from the very beginning of the Church.
It is my prayer that you will come to be at peace with all of your unresolved issues about the Catholic faith. I know you are here because you have not worked them out yet.