Dear Cyberwolf,
I’m not going to quote your responses to my (and others) posts, as it is getting too long and I get dizzy. Sorry.
I am an ex-ex-Catholic. I was raised before Vatican 2 and as a small child I was very confused by the Mass, even though I went to Catholic School and had Catholic parents. When I was little, medals, scapulars, etc. were very common and you may be correct in that there is a turn away from these items, although like I’ve stated before, I haven’t seen it.
But, as you have, and I don’t think you are a liar, it should be addressed.
I wonder why you left the Church. I wonder if the reasons were the same that made me feel unloved, unwanted, confused, poorly educated about my supposed faith, etc. I know that I did not like the Church. When the Latin Mass (well, actually it was Latin with a tad of Greek) was changed to the Mass in the prevailing language of whatever country one lived in, it was done for a reason. It was to make the Mass more accessible (I’m sorry - that is a bad word, but I can’t think of the one I want right now) to the people who were attending.
I’m sure you know that old poem:
Latin is a language
as dead as it can be,
first it killed the Romans,
and now it’s killing me.
As someone who is just starting out on learning the Latin language, I can guarantee that I am feeling like it is trying to kill me. It is difficult for me to learn.
Please correct me if I am wrong, because I don’t understand why anyone would want to be a Druid, maybe as you don’t understand why anyone would want to be a Catholic who attends a parish church with the Mass in English.
The Mass isn’t a concert to show the beauty of the Gregorian Chant, nor is it a chance for those who love Latin (which is an absolutely beautiful language IMHO) to join together and speak Latin. It’s the celebration of the Lord’s Supper and a chance for real communion and understanding to occur. If it’s in Latin, the only people who will understand it are those who speak (or read) Latin, or if a translation is provided (which has been done, or so I have heard).
That being said, I do miss the Gregorian Chant. I do miss the Latin Mass because I do think the language is beautiful. But I don’t miss the confusion. I’m not able to go to Mass very often because of a disability, but when I go I actually cry. Why? Because I feel so blessed to be able to be there in a Church with other Catholics and I am able to partake of the Holy Eucharist. Jesus loves me so much, whether I speak Latin or English, that He allows Himself to be consumed by me. Little me, who is less than an ant. He allows Himself to be part of me, who is part of Him. His Love and Grace enter me, and in return I offer myself to Him. It’s a covenant between God and myself.
That is the beauty of Mass and that is why I will never leave the Church again. I know that in a prior post I mentioned my experience of two “Catholics” praying that I would be possessed, while in a Catholic Church. I didn’t remember that experience until I was actually writing that post. Something like that is so blasphemous that I can’t believe I didn’t report it. It certainly didn’t help a young teenager make an educated decision about whether to stay in the Church.
We just had a new church built. It contains no stained glass. I love stained glass and I complained to the priest. I asked for just one window. He told me it had been decided that the forest outside would be the beauty of this church. I didn’t like that one bit, but when I started attending Mass there, it made absolutely no difference at all. That’s because the Mass is the Mass is the Mass.
I know I’ve gone a bit off-topic here and I apologize for that. I just want to make it clear that all those things you speak of, including the Rosary, are not necessary - they are gifts that people do not accept. The Mass is what is important. I don’t think there is anything wrong with a Latin Mass. I would love to attend one on the condition that a translation be provided. Once I learn Latin I would like to attend Latin Masses regularly. And I would also like to see a return to the use of some of the rituals, such as the Benediction, and the use of Gregorian Chant. In my parish part of the Mass is now in Latin, so maybe some of that is coming back.
I think I understand your complaint more clearly now - you miss the beauty of the rituals and wonder why they are no longer a part of the Mass. I agree with you - something has been lost, but it isn’t a vital part of the Mass. It’s the way the Mass was presented, but it wasn’t the Mass. It should have been changed from Latin to the prevailing language. It’s not meant to be mysterious language-wise. It’s supposed to be understood.