Hi everybody,
The RCIA director and I had a long talk a few days ago, and she explained the Catholic beliefs regarding Mary to me. She explained the rosary, and explaineed to me why Catholics pray to her. Being the chronic skeptic, I asked her if she could bring the priest in for verification. He verified what she said. I even took the liberty of looking up the CCC online before Mass this morning (Ever present skepticism

). I looked up Mary, and everything they told me was in there. It cleared up alot of my misconceptions! I always thought that Catholics worshipped her, but I guess I was wrong!
Anyway, I say all this to come to my point. (Yes, I have one.) I don’t know why, but after Mass this morning, I felt the need to kneel at one of the statues of Mary at church and light a candle. I had alot of things on my mind. Confusing, frustrating things. I don’t know exactly why, but I knelt there for a good ten minutes talking to her. (Not the statue, I realize it’s just a statue. I was talking to HER. Mary.) I told her many things and asked her many things. One of the main things I asked her for was guidance and protection. Basically, I said something like, “If you’re real, please guide me and watch over me, and make yourself known to me somehow.” I also asked Jesus the same thing while I was kneeling there.
Anyway, to make a long story short (too late, I know), while I was praying, I felt something. I felt like someone was standing near me, like someone had walked up while I was praying or something. I even opened my eyes in the middle of my prayer and looked around, but no one was there. I started praying again, but the feeling got stronger. I was getting freaked out at this point (And I don’t get freaked out easily) so I finished my prayer and left.
It was really weird. It was freaky, but not really scary. I don’t know how to describe the way it made me feel. It obviously didn’t scare me, because I’m going to Mass tomorrow.
What do you guys think? Is this crazy? I know I probably sound crazy. I have never had anything like this happen to me before.