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It seems like today my faith is being attacked. It’s the day of the art walk where my work is being put up, I have a commission milestone I have to finish, and both of these things would be bearable, but now I’m getting pulled in two directions spiritually.
I get these guilt feelings about my Marian devotion, and that it is wrong, and I am having trouble discerning spirits, to see if this is the accuser or the Holy Spirit. When I’m at my weakest, there will come these powerful promptings that I’m not following God by becoming Catholic, but when I try to repent of my percieved error, there is no grace, just a vague sense that God will forgive me if I turn away from Catholicism. These promptings are incredibly strong, and act on all the times I didn’t act in good faith, all the times I didn’t follow the truth wherever it led.
Just from writing this, I can discern this is either my own mind, or something evil, so I just want to ask for prayer, that I would be faithful to the grace I’m given today.
I get these guilt feelings about my Marian devotion, and that it is wrong, and I am having trouble discerning spirits, to see if this is the accuser or the Holy Spirit. When I’m at my weakest, there will come these powerful promptings that I’m not following God by becoming Catholic, but when I try to repent of my percieved error, there is no grace, just a vague sense that God will forgive me if I turn away from Catholicism. These promptings are incredibly strong, and act on all the times I didn’t act in good faith, all the times I didn’t follow the truth wherever it led.
Just from writing this, I can discern this is either my own mind, or something evil, so I just want to ask for prayer, that I would be faithful to the grace I’m given today.
