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guiltyofdoubt
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Every time I go to Mass, it seems that EVERY person goes to receive Eucharist. It seems unbelievable that everyone in attendance is in a state of sanctifying grace, and therefore worthy to receive the Eucharist according to the Church. St. Paul says “Whoever, therefore, eats the bread or drinks the cup of the Lord in an unworthy manner will be guilty of profaning the body and blood of the Lord. Let a man examine himself, and so eat of the bread and drink of the cup” (1 Cor. 11:27–28) Why does the Church define worthiness as only being in a state of sanctifying grace? This verse in I Corinthians is the ONLY verse I have come across that seems to hint towards that, however, couldn’t the verse be referring to receiving Eucharist with a BELIEF that it truly is the Body, Blood, Soul, and Divinity - in other words you would be worthy if you BELIEVE, and unworthy if you do not, thus profaning the Body and Blood? I am greatly troubled by the Church’s definition and teaching as I feel I am in mortal sin again nearly as soon as I ever finish reconciliation, and therefore I feel like I would NEVER be truly worthy to receive if what the Church teaches is the Truth, and I have mortally sinned by receiving Eucharist in a state of Mortal sin, even though when I receive in a state of mortal sin, I swear I can feel the grace and presence of the Lord within me. It seems that sharing in Christ’s sacrifice through Belief is the thing that can truly give us the sanctifying grace we need to try and be good disciples of Jesus, even if we are in a state of mortal sin at the time of receiving. Jesus did not withhold the body and blood from Judas at the last supper though he knew what was to happen. Please help me to understand this so I can accept it!