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Gallico
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Hello Bubba Switzler, Non Serviam, et al.,Agnosticism, sitting in bed without a decision, is unacceptable.
I’d just like to say that I found this remark surprising. I’ve always thought, on the contrary, that agnosticism is arguably the only intelligent position we can adopt – at least, in terms of reason. Because ultimately, in terms of reason alone, what can we know?
I think of myself as a kind of pragmatic empiricist (though I’m not sure this is how a professional philosopher would characterize me). So my certainty that God exists is based only partly on what I think of as a rational response to the world I find myself in. (I mean by “rational response” that to look about me and conclude that all this is mere accident strikes me as absurd; therefore, I posit a God.) The main source of my certainty is the experience I’ve had of something that, if it doesn’t defy, transcends reason. Or is higher than reason. It is not a result of a cognitive process in the brain, nor is it based entirely on a sensual response to the world I inhabit as a physical animal.
I haven’t read much theology or philosophy (yet), so I’m using terminology as (I would think) an “ordinary” person would use it. That is, without any special, field-specific meaning (or jargon).
Atheism, it seems to me, is merely a negation of something. You can’t find evidence for something that doesn’t exist! “Belief” or “conviction”, on the other hand, has to be based on something – well, convincing. Some actual experience of something, rather than mere theory. Some observed state in oneself (or even another) that is irrefutably true. (I know I’m getting into trouble here!) How can I put this? When you’ve been graced with the sense of a numinous reality, however briefly, it’s inarguably true.
It occurs to me that I haven’t used the word “faith” in what I’ve written. I don’t equate belief with faith, exactly: for me, belief is based on conviction. I don’t take what I think and feel “on faith”. I think and feel it because I’ve experienced something I can’t put aside.
Best I can do at the moment. I see I have more thinking to do about what it is, exactly, I think!
By the way, may I ask what a “Zen Catholic” is? I suppose you are a Catholic who utilizes Zen methods to attain…? What? Enlightenment? I’ve met for the first time here the notion of a “Jesus Buddhist”. Now a Zen Catholic. It reminds me of a time in my life when I tried to refer to myself as a “Christian Reincarnationist” (a vegetarian, then, necessarily, in my view); but the first time I used the term to another person she reared back in horror and cried, "What is that?!?!" I gave up trying to call myself anything at all subsequently. When asked my religion on a form to fill out, I put “Eclectic”. I guess that’s more or less where I still am.
Here’s my problem: I can’t really be a Buddhist, because I believe in individual souls, and I can’t really be a Christian because I believe in reincarnation.
Maybe, if I continue to hang out here, I’ll learn better ways to characterize myself.
– Gallico