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michaelcollins
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I have to give a bit of background. In january of last year I was diagnosed and had pancreatic cancer. With a lot of prayer 11 days later at M.D.Anderson in Houston the tumors had miracously turned benign. I still had to have the worst abdominal surgury theyve invented, the whipple, to remove the tumors. While still in Houston but out of the hospital on good friday i fell asleep on the couch, awoke to a show on television about the crucifixition, not much at all about the resurrection. I then awoke again with this awful, worst ever feeling that when you died that was it that was all there was. I felt strongly that way until mass on easter sunday when it almost completely went away. I felt it less and less til only a small feeling ever so often.
I went to see my priest who called it a resurrection expereeince probably brought on by subconciuos fear of death. he said he would love to have this type of experience it showed that my faith was being attacked. I hated it it was the worst ever.
has anyone ever experienced anything like this? Has anyone heard of a resurrection experience? I have not.
I found that the churchs defense of the reality of the resurrection which I looked up really helped me a lot. I had been an agnostic growing up after being in a baptist church and then I was granted faith when I converted to catholisim some 15 yrs ago and had never had my faith attacked.
Anyone who has any comment i would love to hear from you.
I went to see my priest who called it a resurrection expereeince probably brought on by subconciuos fear of death. he said he would love to have this type of experience it showed that my faith was being attacked. I hated it it was the worst ever.
has anyone ever experienced anything like this? Has anyone heard of a resurrection experience? I have not.
I found that the churchs defense of the reality of the resurrection which I looked up really helped me a lot. I had been an agnostic growing up after being in a baptist church and then I was granted faith when I converted to catholisim some 15 yrs ago and had never had my faith attacked.
Anyone who has any comment i would love to hear from you.