For St. Teresa, private interpretations of doctrine were always looked upon as an evil. In her dying breath, she stated three times, “I am a daughter of the
Church.” She lived her life adhering to every truth the Church taught, and obedience to those who were her superiors, even when they were in the wrong about a matter. Rather than attempt to sway folks to your interpretations, R_C, I suggest you abandon this folly and read the hundreds of posts that refute your misunderstanding.
Private interpretation begins when we come up with our personal understanding rather than finding the orthodox sense in the teachings of the Magisterium.
As I became a disciple of Christ in the bosom of Holy Mother Church, I consider it my humble duty of servant to educate myself on what my superiors are teaching. This, too, was mandated in Vatican I:
in the performance of our supreme pastoral office, we beseech for the love of Jesus Christ and we command, by the authority of him who is also our God and savior, all faithful Christians, especially those in authority or who have the duty of teaching, that they contribute their zeal and labor to the warding off and elimination of these errors from the Church and to the spreading of the light of the pure faith
As I said, I have been meditating basically ever since my conversion on the infallible dogma of faith “outside of the Church there is no salvation”, and I have been taught by the Church that the only meaning of dogma to be upheld is that which was originally defined by the Church.
But since the Church was not born in the XX Century, I have thought it be my duty to read not just Lumen Gentium and what the Holy Father Francis is speaking, but also what the other councils and previous Popes wrote on this matter. Only then, I believe, I shall have crucified my personal, subjective interpretations by adhering with submission to that which the Church has truly and infallibly taught.
This is what I have attempted and I am attempting to do. I came here to post what I have found and to seek guidance, which I do not consider as folly. I certainly did not present personal interpretations. And while I don’t think anyone should be called to justify his intentions before men, I will say I did not come here to attempt to sway others.
My real issue was with R_C using St. Teresa of Avila to prove his theories when he knows very little about her. A lovely person sent me a PM that clearly revealed to me how he had upset her with this distortion of Teresa’s life in his post. Otherwise, you would not have seen me posting whatsoever.
Sirach, frankly I am not used to respond to personal things on the forum, since I am here to debate arguments rather than users, but I invite you to re-read the stuff you post. First you tell me that I am trying to “prove my theories”. What those theories may be, only you know. Second, you say that I distort the life of St. Teresa of Avila. How is that so, I fail to understand.
Is this what it has come to? We have to be quiet and surrender to confusion?
I am trying to understand the sense and meaning of a sacred teaching, and in doing so I am accused of misunderstanding, misinterpreting, lead astray, attempting to prove my own theories.
I quote the words of a saint concerning a non-Catholic group, spoken in terms that seem to confirm the meaning that the papal encyclical expresses, and I am accused of distorting her life.
Any of these statements are truly unnecessary, and they just discourage me from seeking the truth. Discouragement from seeking the truth leads to two things: either to come up with my own personal opinion on an infallible dogma (which may be erroneous) and act on it (which may lead to sins of omission and leading souls truly astray) or to follow the erroneous understandings of others who claim to have the authority to make those statements but nevertheless do not back them up with the infallible words of the Magisterium.
The chaos is real. Of it spoke Pope Paul VI in 1972:
from some fissure the smoke of Satan has entered the temple of God. … There was the belief that after the Council there would be a day of sunshine for the history of the Church. Instead, it is the arrival of a day of clouds, of tempest, of darkness, of research, of uncertainty. How has this come about? … there has been an intervention of an adverse power. Its name is the devil, this mysterious being that the Letter of St. Peter also alludes to.
Perhaps you are unaware of this, but there are souls that have been led away from the Church because of this confusion. In the absence of clarity, they have found a more solid ground in the separated Eastern church. How can I reach out to these brothers? They shall laugh at me, because I cannot even say: “you must remain in the Church to attain salvation”, without them telling me: “who said so? That’s just your interpretation”.
I choose to bear the cross of going through chaotic seas, because I know that in this storm is the Boat of the Fisherman, in which Christ peacefully rests. And I have to learn and understand the true dogmas of faith in order to reach out to those who are in the dark, who may think they are safe while they are on their way to perdition. Beginning with myself of course, but I am not a cloistered monk, I am a layman called to be in the secular world, and one involved in evangelization and youth ministry. “A blind man does not lead a blind man”, and I know the Church has the light I need in order “to lead blind men through ways they did not know of”.