DOCTOR CATHERINE OF SIENA
She did not deny her body, mind or emotions. True austerity as Catherine practiced and taught embraced humanity, including her own. More importantly, it embraces the humanity of Christ, the perfect man. Catherine contemplated how prayed, taught, cared for sinners and the helpless. She devoted her life to imitate him. She shared her faith with those who came to her for guidance and she took an active role in the events of the world. She cared for the world. She prayed for the world and she spoke her mind on the important issues of society in her day, much as we should do today.
Catherine condemned political abuse, especially the neglect of the poor.
Catherine was keenly aware that the Church must never back down before the immorality of the State. However, she did not promote conflict and confrontation either. Instead, she persuaded popes and bishops to claim their rights as citizens to live as Christ had lived. All too often many of us detach ourselves from our civic duties under the false claim that we do not like politics. But Catherine realized that politics were not on the line, morality and the Christian life were on the line.
Catherine attempted to slay the disease in her soul, sin. She did not try to be a saint. She tried to live as Christ lived. Sanctity would flow from the grace of Christ, but it depended on the choices that she made. Along with teaching and sharing the faith, acting as a committed Christian lay woman in of her time, she adopted an intense life of prayer, spending long periods in silence and solitude with the Lord. She needed some structure. She adopted the life of St. Dominic and became a Secular Dominican. She never became a sister or nun. She followed Dominicās simple method of teaching the Gospel to others, with great humility, using the power of persuasion and of charity toward the poor.
Catherine consecrated her virginity to Christ. This does not mean that one has to be a virgin to consecrate oneself to Christ. What is meant is that Christ became her spouse. Like any espousal between two people there is a conscious effort to get to know the beloved and to understand his or her actions and words. It is also important to understand the behavior of the beloved. Catherine put aside anything and everything that interfered with her understanding of and attention to the Lord Jesus Christ. Single people, divorced, widowed and married people can all live such a consecration. It is a matter of understanding Christ, spending enough time in his presence in prayer, before the Blessed Sacrament, oneās car, oneās room or wherever one finds the opportunity to reflect on Christās human behavior.
After three years of such a life of prayer and charity Catherine experienced what hagiographers have tried to represent as her mystical marriage. Here the mystical marriage consists in a vision in which Christ tells the soul that he talks it for his bride, there is literally a wedding ceremony with Mary, other saints and the angels present. This festivity is the accompaniment and symbol of purely spiritual grace or sanctifying grace. It is not something that we can do for ourselves or should even ask for. It is a special gift that God grants to special souls who know him intimately through conversational prayer, by sitting silently in his presence, through the practice of charity, by living their vocation responsibly (wife, mother, father, husband, teacher, laborer or whatever oneās place is in the world).
Catherine is a living example of what God can do for the soul when the soul focuses on living a life of grace by cooperating with grace. The soul must also recognize that every good that it accomplishes is through the grace of God and accept it with gratitude, rather than false humility. The soul never forgets that it is sinful, because saints do sin. The difference between a saint and the rest of the population around them is the personās ability to recognize their sinfulness, to accept Godās forgiveness, and to rejoice in the fact that God is Mercy.
In Catherineās writings we read that as the soul realizes its sinfulness and its ability to heal through the gift of reconciliation, the Eucharist and other sacraments, there is an augmentation of charity and familiarity with God. She states that one becomes much more comfortable with the idea that God will take care of oneās soul. One has to get to know Christ, imitate Christ, love Christ in himself and in others.
She also describes how one becomes closer to the sufferings of Christ by becoming closer to the sufferings of others. The sufferings of Christ are not an image that we contemplate on a crucifix. Just the opposite, the crucifix is a constant reminder that Christ continues to suffer due to our sins and through those who are vulnerable members of society. The crucifix is a reminder of suffering that is on-going, not something that happened 2000 years ago. Christās passion extended beyond time and embraces all suffering and heals all sin, if the person is willing to be healed.
She espoused the concerns of her Divine spouse, the redemption of man, the dignity of man and the sin of man. This was an extraordinary woman.
JR