This is your personal interpretation of baptism of desire.
No, it is not. It is the understanding proposed in all the theology and catechetical texts I’ve encountered. To name a few:
Catholic Encyclopedia, “Baptism”:
“The baptism of desire (
baptismus flaminis) is a perfect contrition of heart, and every act of perfect charity or pure love of God which contains, at least implicitly, a desire (
votum) of baptism. …] Finally, it is to be noted that only adults are capable of receiving the baptism of desire.”
Catechism of St. Pius X:
“Q. Can the absence of Baptism be supplied in any other way?
A. The absence of Baptism can be supplied by martyrdom, which is called Baptism of Blood, or by an act of perfect love of God, or of contrition, along with the desire, at least implicit, of Baptism, and this is called Baptism of Desire.”
An Explanation of the Baltimore Catechism by Rev. Thomas L. Kinkead:
"59 Q. What is Baptism of desire?
A. Baptism of desire is an ardent wish to receive Baptism, and to do all that God has ordained for our salvation.
“‘Ardent wish’ by one who has no opportunity of being baptized–for no one can baptize himself. He must be sorry for his sins and have the desire of receiving the Baptism of water as soon as he can; just as a person in mortal sin and without a priest to absolve him may, when in danger of death, save his soul from Hell by an act of perfect contrition and the firm resolution of going to confession as soon as possible.”
Summa Theologica, III, Q. 68, A. 2:
“Secondly, the sacrament of Baptism may be wanting to anyone in reality but not in desire: for instance, when a man wishes to be baptized, but by some ill-chance he is forestalled by death before receiving Baptism. And such a man can obtain salvation without being actually baptized, on account of his desire for Baptism, which desire is the outcome of ‘faith that worketh by charity,’ whereby God, Whose power is not tied to visible sacraments, sanctifies man inwardly.”
Summa Theologica, III, Q. 66, A. 11:
“In like manner a man receives the effect of Baptism by the power of the Holy Ghost, not only without Baptism of Water, but also without Baptism of Blood: forasmuch as his heart is moved by the Holy Ghost to believe in and love God and to repent of his sins: wherefore this is also called Baptism of Repentance.”
The CCC doesn’t say much about Baptism of Desire, but in what it does say, it implies the same thing; i.e., the desire must be on the part of the person baptized.
I do not believe that God would make it impossible for someone to be with Him in Heaven forever, I believe strongly that He gives all people this opportunity to accept Him.
This seems similar to saying you do not believe God could, in justice, have denied the Redemption to us and left us in Original Sin. He needed to grant us the Redemption because otherwise He would be making it impossible for us to be with Him in heaven forever.
Limbo is not an infallible doctrine, but rather theological speculation.
Limbo may not be certain doctrine, but the doctrine that those without the use of reason are incapable of Baptism of Desire is, as is also the doctrine that no one can enter heaven without Baptism by water, blood, or desire.
Maria