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Flonkette
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After reading another post here, it gave me courage to ask for help through prayer. I have been living in a bad situation in which I have not been able to break free from. The only source of love and actual affection I get are thru my pets.
Recently my special friend and pet, Barney the Bengal Cat , disappeared. There are many things that could have happened and being severely bi-polar on strong meds, but even still, the not knowing if he is even alive has begun to affect my mental state. I have prayed not for myself but that my Barney come home safe and unharmed. I fear I will never be calm and at peace with out knowing. I won’t stop looking and calling him. I am not sleeping well because of it. And I am slipping towards falling apart. I am also hoping for a change in my living situation which is isolated and subject to abuse and control . I feel out of touch with the spiritual community, but my faith is strong and I pray every day. I try to never ask for thing for myself. I feel unworthy to ask. This is why I ask for your prayers.
I would like to ask for your prayers for myself and my pet. I pray for the strength needed to accept what ever outcome must be and that I can find joy in my heart one day and to live in peace in my soul and the power to get past my disability. I need strength and positive emotions so that I can ask forgiveness for all my sins in the past and lead a good fruitful life that I was intended to live.
Thank you for your prayers. May God bless you in your endeavors.
Recently my special friend and pet, Barney the Bengal Cat , disappeared. There are many things that could have happened and being severely bi-polar on strong meds, but even still, the not knowing if he is even alive has begun to affect my mental state. I have prayed not for myself but that my Barney come home safe and unharmed. I fear I will never be calm and at peace with out knowing. I won’t stop looking and calling him. I am not sleeping well because of it. And I am slipping towards falling apart. I am also hoping for a change in my living situation which is isolated and subject to abuse and control . I feel out of touch with the spiritual community, but my faith is strong and I pray every day. I try to never ask for thing for myself. I feel unworthy to ask. This is why I ask for your prayers.
I would like to ask for your prayers for myself and my pet. I pray for the strength needed to accept what ever outcome must be and that I can find joy in my heart one day and to live in peace in my soul and the power to get past my disability. I need strength and positive emotions so that I can ask forgiveness for all my sins in the past and lead a good fruitful life that I was intended to live.
Thank you for your prayers. May God bless you in your endeavors.
