But, april, you don’t even know 10% of what the Catholic Church teaches, nor can you provide any apologia for what you do know.
The remaining 90% of what you claim is Catholicism is just plain wrong.
So it would behoove you to actually learn about what you left. It is good for you to be here and in dialogue with knowledgeable Catholics.
You are probably right, but there is more than one religion and it is difficult to determine, which is true, or are all of them true, or none of them.
At a basic level and when it first kicked in as a child is the notion that there exists an unprovable God, who knows and sees everything, is kind and powerful, but needs our unconditional love, yet he created us.
A man called Jesus, was crucified for us and rose from the dead - again no proof. As a child I could reason that a man could not rise from the dead and if the body was not in the tomb, then it was probably taken away buy someone. How people could suggest that Jesus rose from the dead, seems incredulous. I could not understand this human ‘sacrifice’.
Being around priests both as an altar boy and socially, I could not understand the whole behave ‘or else’ philosophy and the desire to control so many aspects of people’s lives’.
I felt very uncomfortable around them. The notions of heaven and heel and that we would go to one or other just seemed and still does a fantasy.
My brother went to be a priest and he felt it was like a cult, in that everyone seemed to toe a party line.