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Contrabass101
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I would like you to pray for my situation.
I am experiencing something that -if I had a bit higher thoughts of my stage the spiritual life and myself in general- would call the “dark night of the soul”. I don’t believe, however, that I quite qualify, so… well…
The point is, that I’m in a state of spiritual distress and unrest.
Some moths ago, I made a decision, which I have very much regretted. It was a choice about what to do from then and until June. I chose not to continue on the Bible school I was on, and instead finding a job. To make a long story short, I don’t like the job I got, and I only got part time. I don’t see the point in making the money either, since I don’t really need them at the moment.
I also appeared far less self-disciplined than I had (naïvely?) believed I was, so my routines from Bible school (morning prayer, quiet time etc.) have vanished almost completely.
Furthermore, I am getting cold feet in regards to actually joining the Catholic Church and likewise am beginning to doubt the Christian faith in general.
I am as a consequence of all this, a bit depressed.
Pray that God’s will may happen, also in my life. That he will use what I have in whatever way he sees fit.
Pray also for an opportunity for me to talk to a Catholic priest.
Pray that i may be able to be open about this to my parents.
I am experiencing something that -if I had a bit higher thoughts of my stage the spiritual life and myself in general- would call the “dark night of the soul”. I don’t believe, however, that I quite qualify, so… well…
The point is, that I’m in a state of spiritual distress and unrest.
Some moths ago, I made a decision, which I have very much regretted. It was a choice about what to do from then and until June. I chose not to continue on the Bible school I was on, and instead finding a job. To make a long story short, I don’t like the job I got, and I only got part time. I don’t see the point in making the money either, since I don’t really need them at the moment.
I also appeared far less self-disciplined than I had (naïvely?) believed I was, so my routines from Bible school (morning prayer, quiet time etc.) have vanished almost completely.
Furthermore, I am getting cold feet in regards to actually joining the Catholic Church and likewise am beginning to doubt the Christian faith in general.
I am as a consequence of all this, a bit depressed.
Pray that God’s will may happen, also in my life. That he will use what I have in whatever way he sees fit.
Pray also for an opportunity for me to talk to a Catholic priest.
Pray that i may be able to be open about this to my parents.
- CB