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Silverwings, You wrote,“As a formal occultist, buddhist, new age, wiccan and pentecostal (and now a Catholic), is it necessarily a sin or a danger against Yahweh to use an occult alphabet for journal writings?”
Did you mean former? So you are 16 and for over ten years you have matriculated through 5 different “religions” or “cults”. That may be a world record. And the thing that disturbs me the most is: even though you want to cling to occultism (by writing a journal is strange letters) you say you want to be a Priest. I assume you mean Catholic Priest.
One thing we in the Catholic Church DO NOT need is another Whacko Priest. What you are asking this forum is Whacko. You may be perfectly alright, but this fettish for “hiding” your writings is wrong. If you are planning to write Christian Prayers with a SPRINKLING of occultism, you are treading on dangerous ground.
I have been Roman Catholic for almost 50 years and never have I heard of a layman keeping a journal. If you want a book with the prayers - buy a Daily Missal.
I’m sorry, I didn’t meant to give that impression… but I have already made myself an alphabet to use rather than the occultic ones anymore, stemming for Greek, Aramaic, Latin, and Hebrew as a consonantal and vowel alphabet (I thought it be safer to just stay away from things of the like). Not only do I want to write in this book something that I could devote as a tribute to all the different alphabetical (writing systems) cultures that contributed to Christianity, but as an aspiring linguist who is aiming to preach in different languages, I do hope that when I get my spiritual director, he or she wouldn’t mind if I wrote in French or Spanish or Esperanto, and even Latin! I already know enough French and Esperanto and abit of Spanish… now for the rest…
Yes, I am aware that magick is evil, even if it is used for good purposes. Yes, I’ve learned my lesson as a Wiccan. I have not been dabbling, since I embraced all the celtic celebrations, and learned of our beliefs of the afterlife (such as Summerland) and bringing the Goddess into one’s life. Because it was a religion of tolerance, I accepted it, being bisexual, and had the preconceived notion that all Christians hated such people. Wicca offered much tolerance, which made me stay for such a long time.
As a person who is serious on religion and faith practices, I am slightly offended by such an assumption that I would merely ‘dabble’ due to my youth. It is impractical to be so judgemental that the mentality of a teenager is that of unexperience and thus a ‘phase.’ Two years of solid solitary wicca was enough ground for me to learn of such material, as I practiced an angelic version of Wicca. Nevertheless, being so swept up by such beauty, that wicca held for the sacredness of nature and the sense of the transcendent divine, I forgot that Catholicism had those elements too…
Catholicism had all the elements sufficient for my life, and without Jesus, I could have still be a devoted Wiccan. I may be young, and I may still have more to learn, but my religious quest was not dabbling, nonetheless. My Wiccan years were not dabbling at all, and I hated that many teenagers who come into this faith system do it only be rebellion of by greed of having power. But not all fit in one size!
Oh, and daily missals? They’re wonderful, but I want to choose what I put in my journal, such as writing in the prayers for the Divine Mercy, or the Litany of Loreto (in Latin), both wonderful prayers not found in our missals! Neither the seven sorrows and joys of Mary, the Litany of Bl. Kateri Tekakwitha, etc.