You are dead wrong my friend.
If you found yourself thinking that rubbish, then the fact is that it’s between
your ears and nowhere in the teachings of the Catholic Church and you need to make very sure that you find and adhere to the truth.
If you choose to misinterpret the tract you mention, (and I have read it), the no wonder you have misunderstandings about the Catholic faith. I spent far more time than you have so far in clearing up all the stuff that I thought I knew after growing up in the faith for about 17 years. I somehow doubt that you have prayed and studied your way through all this and realized that what you found yourself thinking is wrong in the Catholic faith.
Apocalypsis