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scaredmom
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I am a single mom who has been divorced for about 2 years. My life is definitely going in the wrong direction and I don’t seem to be able to keep myself going on the right path. Just when I start to get myself where I need to be, something happens and I make the same bad decisions. Now I’m in a position where I can barely provide for my family. Christmas will be dismal at best as I can’t even afford a nice meal for my kids. I definitely cna’t afford any gifts, and my bills are not going to get paid. Not all of them anyway. Please pray for me to find my way…to have some financial intervention that will at least help me get my head above water. Once I get there I know I can stay there, but I just can’t seem to get my full head above. Also please pray for my boyfriend’s son. He is 18 and has terminal brain cancer. He was diagnosed with an ependymoma. It is located ina region of the brain wher ethey cannot remove it so he will die within a short time. My own 18 year old is safely off at college and doing well. By the time his bright future takes off, Rob’s will be gone. I’m so sad all the time. I feel useless, helpless, and ridiculous. I have seriously considered suicide…I feel like everyone would be better off without me and then my kids would have the money from social security while they live wit their dad. I’m so lost. Please send prayers.
Things are not going well now but the Lord is with you. God doesn’t make mistakes so just know that this is all for some reason even when we can’t see it and it seems so unfair. I assure that your family would not be better off without you. The pain they would feel having lost you would be so hard on them.