It is a biological imperative. It is built into all the “living” systems. Of course, humans are able to act against these built-in imperatives, under extreme circumstances. Interesting, that animals cannot.
This is your teleological view, then, I take it? But don’t you wonder where such a biological imperative would come from?
As to your explicit questions, yes, I do. However, that does not point to any kind of god.
It points to purpose, and purpose requires an explanation. When people first discovered magnetism, they likely said that the metal stuck to the magnet “because it wants to”. But *why *does it “want” to? Any claim of purpose requires an explanation.
It is very true that we are not emotionless beings. However that has nothing to do with accepting or rejecting evidence. If the acceptance of some evidence is contingent upon one’s desire to believe, then it is merely wishful thinking, and one’s desire will cloud one’s objectivity. Yes, we are emotional beings, but that emotional “tainting” should be resisted and eliminated, if possible.
Good luck, my Vulcan friend!
Speaking for myself, I would very much like to have a good, loving God “up there”. I would very much like to meet my deceased parents, and tell them how much I love them. I feel frustrated that my lifespan will run out in 20 some years (if I am lucky to survive that long). I would very much like to live until I decide that enough is enough, and die at the time of my own choosing. But that desire does not “taint” my objectivity, and does not allow me to believe what is eminently unbelievable.
I honor you for sharing openly how you feel in this way, in a somewhat hostile environment. But I do question whether you have any real objectivity, or whether I have any real objectivity. We choose our positions for certain extralogical reasons, and only then start being logical. It’s depressing, but true.
Except, “testing” God is forbidden. Just look at the scathing answers I receive when I propose a “test”.
I’ve heard of tests that work, often called “fleeces” (see Gideon). However, I guarantee that such a test, if publicized, will be little more than a “human vanity show”, and God is not, in Gandalf’s words, a “conjurer or worker of cheap tricks”. A small request for a “private” miracle will do, without any attitude or hostility. My friend, a former atheist who lives in Michigan, asked God to show him the Northern Lights if He was real. That night, He looked up and saw them. (This is NOT a common occurrence in Southeast Michigan.) I don’t think it’s a bad thing to test God in that sort of way.