PART 1 of 2.
vince2paul, I will explain to you my personal experience and maybe it will help you to understand what “speaking in tongues” is really about.
I had been a member of the Catholic Charismatic Renewal for about 6 months when I went to my first LSS (Life in the Spirit Seminar). I had been advised by a very experienced and gifted lady (who had manifested ALL of the gifts of the Holy Spirit, mentioned in the Bible, and more still… that are not mentioned). She said that when she was brought to her first LSS by her aunt in the Philippines, that she just asked Jesus to fill her with Himself. She was not concerned about receiving “this gift” or “that gift”, as so many people were. She just wanted Jesus to fill her with Himself, knowing that where Jesus is…all of His gifts are there also. She gave me that same advice.
So, when I attended my first LSS I did just that: I asked Jesus to fill me with Himself. I really didn’t care whether He gave me some spiritual gifts, no spiritual gifts, or all of them…I just wanted Him.
About 1 week later, after the Baptism of the Holy Spirit session of the LSS, I was invited to a prayer meeting at someone’s home. At the end we were asked to pray over different people for various illnesses. All of a sudden, I could see clearly the ‘insides’ of the person whom we were praying over…almost as if I had X-Ray vision. I could see clearly what his problem was, but I did not yet know how to interpret what I saw…so we just shared what we all saw or experienced with the prayer leader and let her seek God’s interpretation. I was later told that this new-found “vision” that I had experienced was called Word of Knowledge…one of the gifts of the Holy Spirit.
As the next few years passed, God eventually started manifesting the Gift of Wisdom, the Gift of Faith, the Gift of Healing, the Gift of Discernment of Hearts, and the Gift of Prophesy through me…but still no Gift of Tongues.
Then, about 4 1/2 years after that first Baptism in the Holy Spirit Mass, I was at one of our regular prayer meeting-sponsored Healing Masses. After Holy Communion the priest called for a period of silence in order to allow the Holy Spirit to speak to us. Then, one-by-one, different people started praying in Tongues…and I felt like I should join them too. It started with “I love you Jesus!”, “Hallelujah, Jesus!”, “Jesus, You are my all!”…and the like. But, suddenly it changed to something I did not recognize…a sort of unknown babbling. All I could think about was that I just wanted to keep praising Our Lord, so I did not pay too much attention to it. When it was all over, in a few minutes, I realized that I had received the Gift of Tongues…FINALLY! 4 1/2 years it took, but God gave it in His own time.
Now, two days later I was on my way to work…normally a 1/2 hr. drive along Route 80 in NJ when I just felt like spending my trip praising God. So, I started to praise Him with this Gift of Tongues…and you know what happened? My ‘tongue’ changed languages 9 times in about 20 minutes! WOW! Was I on a high!!!
Well, I decided that I really liked what was going on, but I didn’t understand one blessed word of what I was praying in my praise. So, I started praising God in English for a few minutes. But, it sounded like I was talking into a long tunnel…or an empty tin can. Finally, frustrated with this experience, I went back to praising Him in Tongues for the remaining minutes of my trip.
That evening I asked my spiritual guide what had happened … why I felt like I was simply talking into a tin can when I started praising God in English for those few minutes. She asked me, “What were you saying when you praised Him in English?” And so I told her…“I love You Lord!” “I praise You Lord!” “I worship and adore You Lord!” “You are my all, Lord!”…and the like.