Spiritual torment, please pray for me

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Praying for you! I think you are so brave and so strong to be enduring such trials, while maintaining faith and positivity in this forum!
Definitely take the advice that some others have given here (Saint Bernard’s medal, crucifixes, holy water, regular Mass and confession, exorcism, spiritual director, etc).
Please also say these prayers, I know they will help you.
Mother of God, Mother of Salvation, cover me with your most holy mantle and protect my family from the influence of Satan and his fallen angels. Help me to trust in the Divine Mercy of your beloved Son, Jesus Christ, at all times. Sustain me in my love for Him and never allow me to wander away from the Truth of His teachings, no matter how many temptations are placed before me. Amen.
Jesus, I trust in You. Help me to love You more. Fill me with the confidence to surrender in full and final union with You, Help me to grow my trust in You during difficult times. Fill me with Your Peace. I come to You, dear Jesus, as a child, free of all worldly ties; free of all conditions and I hand You over my will to do with it as You see fit for the sake of my own and that of other souls. Amen.

God bless you, keep staying strong ❤️
 
We are to be subject first to our own pastors. Please, seek out the pastor of your geographic parish before going to even a famous priest.
 
Yes, she is still alive and I moved 250 miles away just to be free of her. As I told my Priest during confession recently, I forgive her (although I feel anger and struggle to understand). She has a level of hatred in her that is hard to fathom. As a grown woman now, I can find it in my heart to pity her and pray for her. The look in her eyes sometimes is…well, terrifying! I have a very strong suspicion there is a generational element to this…I must not allow my own daughter to suffer too.
The last couple of days ‘things’ have been quite and I know it’s because you here have joined me in prayer 😁❤️ But I will not put my guard down.
‘The voices’ are not in my head. It’s more a matter of a whisper in the ear. My husband and I heard a late night knock on the door, he answered it and to quote him, “it was a creature, like a tall brown weasel. It scurried away at a very fast speed”.
I have blessed items everywhere in the house now!!
 
Hi Midnight Sapphire,

I hope things are going well with you. Some people have suggested that it could be something generational or the result of something your mother has done. These things may exist but what your family does or has done is out of your control. And on the other hand; very holy people like Padre Pio had the same struggles. So look at it this way; if the devil has such in interest in teasing you, you’re obviously really making him mad, which is great
 
Hm, yes, then I suggest merely to continue speaking with the spiritual director, follow his advice, and continue praying.
My suggestion is for everyone else to also continue praying, for all those struggling with this.

The fact others are seeing it and I believe you said you passed other exams that measure mental health strongly indicate this is truly an issue beyond the natural world.
 
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With animals please use a lot of thought before labeling them demonic. Sometimes it may be a coincidence that you may be going through something and then an animal appears out of nowhere. Sometimes an animal could be the devil’s familiar, but sometimes a cat is just a cat, a weasel is just a weasel.

The knock at the door could be anything. One night something must have hit my door because a loud boom sounded, but there wasn’t anything around. It could have been a coyote, but he would have had to be a big, strong one. Some things are just hard to deal with, like electrical equipment going wrong or other things happening.
 
In addition to the St. Michael prayers, this is a good one for you to say also, for protection.
I will say it for you now (I just say it with your username in place of the "I " and “me” ).

Lorica of St. Patrick

I arise today
Through a mighty strength, the invocation of the Trinity,
Through belief in the Threeness,
Through confession of the Oneness
of the Creator of creation.

I arise today
Through the strength of Christ’s birth with His baptism,
Through the strength of His crucifixion with His burial,
Through the strength of His resurrection with His ascension,
Through the strength of His descent for the judgment of doom.

I arise today
Through the strength of the love of cherubim,
In the obedience of angels,
In the service of archangels,
In the hope of resurrection to meet with reward,
In the prayers of patriarchs,
In the predictions of prophets,
In the preaching of apostles,
In the faith of confessors,
In the innocence of holy virgins,
In the deeds of righteous men.

I arise today, through
The strength of heaven,
The light of the sun,
The radiance of the moon,
The splendor of fire,
The speed of lightning,
The swiftness of wind,
The depth of the sea,
The stability of the earth,
The firmness of rock.

I arise today, through
God’s strength to pilot me,
God’s might to uphold me,
God’s wisdom to guide me,
God’s eye to look before me,
God’s ear to hear me,
God’s word to speak for me,
God’s hand to guard me,
God’s shield to protect me,
God’s host to save me
From snares of devils,
From temptation of vices,
From everyone who shall wish me ill,
afar and near.

I summon today
All these powers between me and those evils,
Against every cruel and merciless power
that may oppose my body and soul,
Against incantations of false prophets,
Against black laws of pagandom,
Against false laws of heretics,
Against craft of idolatry,
Against spells of witches and smiths and wizards,
Against every knowledge that corrupts man’s body and soul;
Christ to shield me today
Against poison, against burning,
Against drowning, against wounding,
So that there may come to me an abundance of reward.

Christ with me,
Christ before me,
Christ behind me,
Christ in me,
Christ beneath me,
Christ above me,
Christ on my right,
Christ on my left,
Christ when I lie down,
Christ when I sit down,
Christ when I arise,
Christ in the heart of every man who thinks of me,
Christ in the mouth of everyone who speaks of me,
Christ in every eye that sees me,
Christ in every ear that hears me.
 
Been in similar boat before. Use confession frequently – the grace is a powerful repellent for vexation. In your case, you may want to avoid confessing old sins since it appears to be trying in vain, so far, to be tempting you with either scrupulosity or denial of the Spirit. Also, yes it’s there, but try to ignore it in the meantime. It’s weak against the grace of the sacraments and will give up after it throws its fits or maybe sooner.
 
Definitely ask your priest to bless your house.

Are you bothered by these creatures anywhere else or just in your house?

Is your priest aware of your whole story? Please tell him everything. He may be able to get in touch with an exorcist if your diocese has one.

I will pray for you. I have on occasion experienced harassment and spiritual attacks but not to the extent you have. I don’t think this is something you can take care of by yourself without the help of a priest.
 
My sister, I live in London, England. There is nothing (other than an escaped zoo animal) that fits that description here. Everyone in my family are animal lovers 😁 I have never seen my husband terrified but he sure was that night 😂❤️
 
Maybe you could check out what animals look like weasels. There is one called a “stoat” and some get pretty big. Then there’s a river otter - do you have any otters by the Thames River? There are animals that are in the weasel family, but they are not weasels. A river otter can grow to four feet or so.

The animal you spoke of sounds interesting.
 
(Please Note: This uploaded content is no longer available.)This is just a picture I took yesterday of beautiful Canterbury Cathedral at sunset yesterday.
 
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Today I will be going into the Cathedral here (which is over 1400 years old) to reflect and pray. Thank you all for your continuing prayers, my brothers and sisters ❤️❤️❤️
 
I adore otters ❤️❤️❤️ I believe there are some on the eastern coast but they are very shy. I spent some years sailing the Thames and the east coast of England and have not seen a wild one. Many seals though 😁
 
I always had trouble like that in my mother’s house but I have not been there for over 10 years now. Before my father’s death I had much trouble from the ‘dark side’, I was in constant contact with my Priest. He knows everything. During my grief I felt angry (I confess) because my father was my world and died far too young and in much pain. I retreated from Church for a while and so did the torment. Since I have recently returned to the Church, I have told Father that I am ‘marked’ once again. It’s no surprise to me really, but the wonderful suggestions here and help from my Priest are helping me to deal with it 😁❤️
 
Satan will not like you returning to the Church. And will try everything to get you to change your mind. Hence his increased activity because of your recent return. He often does this when people seek to grow closer to God. He hopes that people will back off because if they retreat the activity stops. He hopes that this will encourage people to give up for fear of the activity reoccurring. Pay no heed to his antics. They are parlour tricks.
 
Saint Michael, the archangel, defend us in battle, be our defense against the wickedness and snares of the devil, may God rebuke him, we humbly pray. And do you, O’ Prince of the Heavenly host, by the power of God thrust into Hell Satan and all the other evil spirits who prowl about the world for the ruin of souls.

Amen.



Our Father who art in Heaven, hallowed be thy name.
Thy kingdom come, thy will be done on Earth as it is in Heaven.

Give us this day our daily bread.

And forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those who trespass against us.

And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil.

Amen.



Hail Mary, full of grace, the Lord is with thee.

Blessed are you among women, and blessed is the fruit of your womb Jesus.

Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners, now and at the hour of our death.

Amen.



For Help in Trials

Most holy apostle St. Jude, faithful servant and friend of Jesus, the name of the traitor who delivered your beloved Master into the hands of His enemies has caused you to be forgotten by many. But the Church honors and invokes you universally as the patron of hopeless cases–of things despaired of. Pray for me who feels so hopeless. Make use, I implore you, of that particular privilege accorded to you of bringing visible and speedy help where help is almost despaired of. Come to my assistance in this great need, that I may receive the consolations and succor of heaven in all my necessities, tribulations and sufferings, in particular Midnight Sapphire), and that I may bless God with you and all the elect throughout eternity. I promise you, O Blessed St. Jude, to be ever mindful of this great favor, and I will never cease to honor you as my special and powerful patron, and to do all in my power to encourage devotion to you. Amen.



Prayer to Saint Maximilian Maria Kolbe

St. Maximilian, amidst the hate and lonely misery of Auschwitz, you brought love into the lives of fellow captives and sowed the seeds of hope amidst despair. You bore witness to the world by word and deed that “Love alone creates.” Help me to become more like you. With the Church and Mary and you, may I proclaim that “Love alone creates.” To the hungry and oppressed, the naked and homeless, the scorned and hated, the lonely and despairing, may I proclaim the power of Christ’s love, which endures forever and ever. Amen.

 
Deborah Lipsky wrote a good book on over coming spiritual attacks.

Get a good priest and use them as a regular spiritual director.

Pray the rosary, and turn your home into a place of prayer.

Play religious music.

At least one blessed icon or crucifix in each room. Saint Benedict Medals. Light blessed incense. Get Holy water, oil, and blessed and excised salt to bless your home and food.

Try to go to mass and confession often.

Saturate your life with Holy under a good director’s supervision.

I had a family member with demonic voices. It was initially confessed with simple schizophrenia but our priest discovered was it was over time and was able to silence the voices. While she is much better we have all had to deal with various attacks. I found the above to help.

God Bless and try not to dwell on it to much. I found it can be very taxing, focus instead on Christ and God’s Glory. If they are after you then just take precautions and focus on our wonderful and loving creator.

I am sorry people treated you badly in church but people can be ignorant. Just focus on Christ’s teachings and his love.

Saint Micheal the Archangel defend us in battle. Be our protection against the wickedness and snares of the the devil. May God rebuke him, we humble pray; and do Thou O Prince of the Heavenly Host- cast into hell satan and all the evil spirits who roam throughout the world seeking the ruin of souls.
Amen

Peace
 
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