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Thank you so much for your prayers. I feel they are keeping me together.
I will be going next Tuesday for a biopsy, putting off the heart test till the following week. The biopsy consists of putting a tube with a camera down my throat into the air passages and lung to take a sample of one of the ‘spots’. This one is a lymph node. The other ‘spot’ is down farther and would be more difficult to get to with a thin needle.
The best case scenario would be that I swallowed something in outer space. LOL My oncologist has a sense of humor.
Anyway, the best if it’s cancer, as he is 98% sure it is would be if it’s a new cancer. Namely lung. I would not be able to survive the surgery, so it would mean a very aggressive chemo along with radiation given at the same time. Before I had the chemo first, then the radiation when the chemo was all done. This will be …well… not nice. I don’t even want to think about it.
The worst would be if it’s a recurrence of the breast cancer. Then there would be no cure. I would still be able to have a form of chemo that is mild and to keep me feeling halfway decent and out of pain as much as possible.
I don’t even know what to pray for. The lung cancer would be more to go through, and no gaurantee it would keep me alive very long. The other…well. I suppose I’ll wait to talk to my oncologist again.
I shall ask for prayers for God’s Will to be done in me. And please prayers for my soul. I know none of us ‘deserve’ to go to Heaven, but God is merciful, and I pray that He will let me make a stop in Purgatory and not take the slippery ride downhill.
I offer this uncertainty up to You, Lord for the Holy Souls, as always, and also for family, friends and everyone here on this messageboard. Bless them all and help them in whatever their needs are. Amen.
I will be going next Tuesday for a biopsy, putting off the heart test till the following week. The biopsy consists of putting a tube with a camera down my throat into the air passages and lung to take a sample of one of the ‘spots’. This one is a lymph node. The other ‘spot’ is down farther and would be more difficult to get to with a thin needle.
The best case scenario would be that I swallowed something in outer space. LOL My oncologist has a sense of humor.
Anyway, the best if it’s cancer, as he is 98% sure it is would be if it’s a new cancer. Namely lung. I would not be able to survive the surgery, so it would mean a very aggressive chemo along with radiation given at the same time. Before I had the chemo first, then the radiation when the chemo was all done. This will be …well… not nice. I don’t even want to think about it.
The worst would be if it’s a recurrence of the breast cancer. Then there would be no cure. I would still be able to have a form of chemo that is mild and to keep me feeling halfway decent and out of pain as much as possible.
I don’t even know what to pray for. The lung cancer would be more to go through, and no gaurantee it would keep me alive very long. The other…well. I suppose I’ll wait to talk to my oncologist again.
I shall ask for prayers for God’s Will to be done in me. And please prayers for my soul. I know none of us ‘deserve’ to go to Heaven, but God is merciful, and I pray that He will let me make a stop in Purgatory and not take the slippery ride downhill.
I offer this uncertainty up to You, Lord for the Holy Souls, as always, and also for family, friends and everyone here on this messageboard. Bless them all and help them in whatever their needs are. Amen.