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Thank you so much Jim for taking the time to respond. I appriciate it very much.This tends to be the problem for everyone when we begin “discursive prayer.” We use images and thoughts to wrap our prayers around. This isn’t wrong, but necessary as we are beginners who need to have a formation that we can understand at the time. Sometimes while praying the Rosary, the Hail Mary prayers take president over meditation on the mysteries themselves, even though it’s the mysteries that are to be the focus of our meditation. The Hail Mary’s serve as a pointer for us to go back to meditation, when we become aware that we’ve drifted off to some other place.
For many, without the proper application of what St Teresa termed, “mental prayer,” the verbal prayers dry up and seem like nothing more than memorized words. Many become frustrated and give up praying for long periods of time, or all together. However, others, out of love for God, will feel the draw to deeper levels of prayer and will soon find themselves being brought into the practice of mental prayer, which is praying to God who is present and not out in the abstract cosmos.
I can’t speak for others, but for myself, when I began to learn quiet interior prayer, and being open to contemplation, the focus of my intention was no longer the words of prayer, but being in the presence of God dwelling within, at the center of my being and resting in His loving embrace. My prayer word, “Lord Jesus,” is the compass needle pointing me back to Christ. Whenever I become aware that I had attached myself to a thought and allowed it to take me away, I just return to the prayer word, " Lord Jesus," which places the focus of my intention on His presence.
I think it was Fr Pennington, who wrote an analogy of interior prayer being like two lovers sitting together on a sofa holding each other in their arms. No words between the two are necessary for them to express their love for each other, just being in each others presence, is enough. So it is when we are in the presence of God. No words are necessary, just being in His loving presence is enough.
This is the essence of interior prayer, which St Teresa called Mental Prayer. We are in the presence of God and not some abstract idea of God out in the cosmos. We are in His loving embrace. No words between us are necessary in order to express our love for each other.
Whether we use verbal discursive prayer or quiet interior prayer, our focus needs to be on God who is present, in the moment.
Centered In Christ
Jim