This is what is so puzzling. If this is the case, then what is the offended urgency of taking one’s time to learn the faith?.. We need to learn the scripture and to be taught/equipped by our pastor but we need to be “in Christ” to do that… Your church teaches your tradition same as the othrodox church along with the scriptures…There nothing wrong with that…The evangelist preaches the good news people respond and come to Christ(they are a living stone part of the body of Christ…They plug into a physical church to be descipled…
Why, you little ducky you!

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Doesnt’ sound at all like you felt short shafted because you were not admitted to any sacraments. ?
Luke 14:27-33
28 For which of you, desiring to build a tower, does not first sit down and count the cost, whether he has enough to complete it? 29 Otherwise, when he has laid a foundation, and is not able to finish, all who see it begin to mock him, 30 saying, ‘This man began to build, and was not able to finish.’ 31 Or what king, going to encounter another king in war, will not sit down first and take counsel whether he is able with ten thousand to meet him who comes against him with twenty thousand? 32 And if not, while the other is yet a great way off, he sends an embassy and asks terms of peace. 33 So therefore, whoever of you does not renounce all that he has cannot be my disciple.
Would this not include renounce all those things to which one might think he had a right, or “deserved” to have?