I’m not trying to judge your motives. It just seems to me that you reject God because He fails scientific empiricism, and I want to know why that is a problem for you.
I was not serious.

I put the smiley up to indicate it. Now, your assessment for my skepticism is a bit off the mark. Let me explain.
I can imagine that there is a very high being (or could be many of them), who played an instrumental role in the “creation” of our physical universe. This being (let’s use the singular) cannot be detected in any fashion. Such an idea I would consider pure speculation, but of course speculation is fine and dandy - as long as we both agree that it is just an exercise of the mind. I can even imagine that such a being interacts with our existence, in some fashion, which is unidentifyable to us. Obviously we cannot have any idea about the intents of the being.
So why should we care? If this being cannot be detected, cannot be fathomed then his existence is irrelevant.
Now, believers assert a few other things - and that is where the proverbial substance hits the fan.
One is that this being actually “revealed” his existence to some people a long time ago. That is what I do
not believe. There can be no meaningful communication between such vastly different entites. Sure, this being could issue “commands” to “regulate” our behavior.
But
why would this being resort to such crude methods? Much better to create us with certain design parameters, so we can “behave”
as intended. That does not take away our freedom
completely, it just
limits it to confine it to the desired range of activities. That is what an
intelligent creator does. Moreover, our freedom is
already limited here and now. We can imagine all sorts of actions, but we are physically unable to cary them out. So why not put in a few more safeguards?
The idea that we “
matter” to this creator is also preposterous. We cannot give him anything, since we cannot access his plane of existence. Therefore we can only be a source of “amusement”, or maybe a scientific experiment. Maybe we cannot fathom the intents at all.
But to create “lower beings” and then
tell them that they are lower, that they are
confined to their level of existence is horribly cruel. It does not alleviate this fact that “some” are
promised to get to a higher level of existence. And the rest of us, who do not measure up will be tortured eternally? That is such a horrible concept that I reject it. Whatever this being is, cannot be cruel. Petty cruelty is not compatible with the level of intelligence this being must have.
I do not reject the concept of God, because I find the concept of a
completely unknowable creator impossible to verify empirically. I accept that it is possible, but totally irrelevant. I reject the concept of the Christian God, because the alleged attributes are part nonsensical, part self-contradictory and part cannot be reconciled with the state of affairs as we experience them.
I will answer the rest of your post separately. I know that this little “essay” does not fit into the framework of this thread, so please disregard it if you want to. Maybe we could explore it in another thread. But I wanted to clarify that I do not entertain the concept of God for different reasons than just the lack of empirical verification.