Acting out homosexual impulses certainly puts this demonic taunting at a deeper-seated advantage. A good remedy for this worry… this obsession… is to go to confession for the necessary grace you need in this battle. I’m terribly sorry since it seems you are not able or open to reconciliation at this point of your spiritual journey? A danger is to label yourself under a certain sexually attraction. Everyone is human, period. And it is human and natural for a person at the time of adolescence to consider both males and females sexually. It is very common for women to feel a bisexual attraction. For most women, I think this awareness begins to fade off because they begin to view this internal dialogue with their attraction as nonsense… if this makes sense. No one outside of themselves usually engages or reafirms this impulse, and so it usually becomes forgotten and withers away. You must identify this worry, this taunting (I believe), as nothing to worry about. It really is nonsense.
Secondly, like many people have said, abstinence truly is a daily part of life for everyone, really–or at least anyone who wisely chooses long-term joy, such as true love and/or committed family life. Peace, child. You are a child of God. Peace.
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