Hi
I think your last quote sums it up…we have free will and I don’t think curiosity is going to destroy a good heart…I think that God is more powerful then that. Astral projection is not a religious practice. Just like meditation can be done by many faiths including our own. New age…is not a religion and most of it is a bunch of people on their own ego trip. Fear however is very dangerous…fear creates anxiety…just because something sounds different doesn’t mean it is bad. If you are interested in astral projection first I would think about why, do you want a closer and more tangible relationship with God in order to be a better peron? If so then try some simple meditation and cultivate uncinditional love for others. That will lead you down a good path free of the fears and paranioa of someone who just jumps in without humility. Astral projection is just a tool some people use, didn’t work for me personally, just make sure your spiritual explorations are grounded and seated in a sincere desire to do what is holy and helpful to others… Just my opinion, hope it helps
Satan and his demons are behind this temptation. He is using your natural curiousity as bait. If you go down this road I suspect you will have a measure of “apparent” success so as to confirm to you that there is some “truth” to this and that you are on the right track. Then what will you do? Use the ouija board, tarot cards, seances etc? Once you go down this road, how will you turn back? When will enough so called “hidden knowledge” be enough? It is a trap.
Satan used the same trick with Eve, promising that if she ate of the tree that she would gain “hidden knowledge” of good and evil. And look what happened there. That way ;ies only ruin and destruction.
I have experienced this personally. Satan was using my falling into sin to get me to turn away from Christ, to doubt his mercy and then to despair and give up the good fight. Thankfully by the grace of God, this did not happen. What did he do then? I have an interest in spiritual warfare that is entirely healthy and legitimate. While reading up on this area I was struck by a very powerful temptation to try the ouija board. I am convinced that Satan used my curiousity to again try to lead me to deviate from the narrow path. Only through prayer, the Eucharist and confession was I able to overcome this temptation. I called on St Michael the Archangel and the Blessed Virgin for their help to not submit to this temptation.
Once I had avoided this evil Satan tried to use my interest in listening to sermons online to lead me astray. I listened to some sermons given by Protestant pastors. All good, sound biblical stuff. But what was the result? I found myself questioning the Real Presence, our reverence of the Blessed Virgin etc.
The point is this. Rarely will Satan and his demons lauch a full frontal assault. They can do by the way as St Pio, St Vianney and countlest others will attest to.
What they do is they exploit a legitimate activity or curiousity and try to pervert it and use it against us to lead us astray and to ruin.
I suspect this is what is going on with you. I would strongly caution you against any dabbling in the occult no matter how seemingly innocuous. If you do bite the bate you will have been snared and have given Satan and his demons a victory. There will be much malign rejoicing in Hell. I do not want to appear melodramatic but it is a fact that we battle not against flesh and blood but against powers and principalities and the prince of this world, Satan. It is for this reason that the Word of God warns us against the occult.
Satan appears alluring, as an angel of light. He is seductive and tantalizes us with promises of knowledge, power, fame, success, wealth etc. What lurks behind such promises is always a lie for he is a liar and a murderer and the father of lies.
Do not be fooled. Call on the Holy Name of Jesus. Call oh His Blessed Mother and St Michael the Archangel to protect you. Use Holy Water, the St Benedict Medal, Miraculous Medal etc. as your armour. Put on the full armour of God and stock up your spiritual armoury with blessed sacramentals. Go to Mass, confession and Adoration as soon as possible.
Jesus said “I am the Way, the Truth and the Life”.
Reject Satan’s false promises of “hidden knowledge”. Focus on Christ who is infinetly more powerful and who posseses and offers the only true wisdom and knowledge.
“Oh Holy Michael the Archange defend is in the day of battle. Be our safeguard against the wickedness and snares of the devil…”.
We are in a War, a spiritual war. We must know our enemy and his tactics and strategies. Be as wise as serpents yet as innocent as doves as cautioned Our Lord.
God Bless you. Keep the Faith.