Mindovermatter,
I can appreciate your struggle. But it may be that the people of the Old Testament were just extremely wicked. Consider the supposition “IF such people were tremendously wicked, is it not just for God to punish them?”
If God came down one day and simply took all the souls of the Canaanites, leaving lifeless cadavers everywhere, I could accept this, simply because God is the giver of life and thus does not have to sustain any being in existence. If that’s what I had read in the OT there would be no need for a thread such as this. But the moral situation is more complex then this. The question is not punishment as such, but it is the manner in which people are treated in the old testament. When you have God commanding the murder of men and children by
human hand via the edge of a sword and then saying that you can have the wives or the daughters for your selves; alarm bells start ringing in my head very loudly. The reason for that is simply because it is evident to me that this is exactly the kind of thing that a cult leader or a king would say in order to justify intolerable evils; because they know that we would never accept those abominations otherwise. God is a very powerful concept and I have to take its tendency to be abused in to consideration when looking at any religious text. The same problem occurs when I am faced with slavery in the OT. Its difficult for me that there was slavery in the OT, but I have always tried to find some way of justifying it, despite the fact that I am black. However, when you have a slave master coercing a slave to give up his freedom by holding his wife and kids hostage, alarm bells start ringing. Yet Moses has the audacity to say “
let my people go.” You can justify detaining somebody against their will up to a point when given a specific context (
criminality, etc) , but there is only so far you can stretch that before it becomes apparent that you would say anything to justify something that comforts you; you would justify evil. I remember shouting at my mother once for telling me that God promotes slavery in the bible. I told her that wasn’t true, you can ask any priest. To my embarrassment what do I find in the OT?
Slavery. But I still don’t believe that the true God would support slavery. The OT is putting words in Gods mouth;
Believe me when I say that I wish I could agree with you; it would be a lot simpler than trying to develop an add-hoc reconciliation between the OT and the NT in the attempt to explain why one should still believe in Jesus Christ when there is evidently difficult and questionable material in the OT; let alone avoid heretical views. These difficulties make my job as a Catholic apologist almost impossible. If it was not for the fact that I am metaphysically convinced of Gods existence, then I have to say that perhaps I would not be a Christian right now, and perhaps if I was brave enough I would have committed suicide along time ago. Christian philosophy is the thing that keeps me believing in this life, believing in people, and taking it seriously; otherwise I could not tolerate human-beings or existence in general.
Thus when I look at the Old testament and try to offer justification for the things in it, I have to ask my self, am I being honest or am I merely making unreasonable concessions for a comforting belief that I wouldn’t ordinarily make if we wasn’t taking about
eternal happiness. I think, or at least I feel that’s what I have been doing. I don’t want to do that any-more. I don’t believe that God wants people who turn a blind eye to things that look obviously extremely immoral. I don’t believe that God, who is love, would say that you can have the wives of dead husbands for yourselves. The only way I can preserve an honest rational faith it seems is by admitting that there is moral development in the bible and thus the Old testament cannot be viewed as teaching us how we should treat other human beings when they offend us.
Am I being a heretic, I don’t know. But perhaps I am too tired to worry about it any-more.