Suicide

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Thanks. Today is very rocky. I feel like I dare not let my concentration slip, or focus on anything else - like schoolwork, with midterms coming up - or the pain will just overwhelm me and sweep me far out to sea, too far to swim back.

People around me have no empathy, and take no responsibility for how they’ve affected me. I have multiple medical conditions - not mental health-related - and getting worse through being continually woken up was part of what threw me off. It’s been weeks now, and with my sleep so disrupted almost nightly, and physical pain, my mental equilibrium and spiritual life are just shot. I just don’t feel like I can cope with any of it. And the roommates/landlords are just treating me worse and worse, blaming me for everything. Problems with an anti-Christian professor who is now intent on hurting my grade doesn’t help, and neither does dragging myself all over campus 4 days a week.

God, I’m just ranting now. I’m sorry. I feel like I’m coming unglued, and since I don’t see any way of fixing the situation or escaping it, all I can think of is dying. I know intellectually that God loves me, but I come from an abusive and extremely misogynistic background, so it’s very, very hard for me to emotionally believe any of that. It just sits on top of my consciousness, unable to be absorbed. And it has no effect most of the time.
 
I recently joined this site because I was going to ask for prayers for my sister’s soul and my family, but now I see that it has new purpose- to pray for you. You see, my sister just succumbed to that option. When I saw your post it made me think what I would tell her if I had the opportunity. First- seek professional help. Please! Look for a Christian counselor or a psychologist who can help you. I want you to know Felicity that Jesus loves you. He carried our sins on the cross for Our salvation. Sometimes it is hard to have faith when the world seems so cruel but it is not coming from God. God wants you to have peace and joy. God is Love and Merciful. Please remember that whatever you are going through will pass. Please forgive yourself and others. Let your past/problems be a lesson and not a life sentence. You can get through this through Him. Please pray, even if don’t have faith or hope right now. Don’t let taking your own life overwhelm your mind. When the thought comes, stop and pray. The devil may want to you to believe that suicide is a solution but it is not. you are worth it, you are loved. Jesus loves you Felicity. Please take care of your body, get some exercise, sleep, get help! There has been so many beautiful prayers listed as a reply. I will be praying for you. You can message me if you would like.
PRAYER TO
SAINT MICHAEL
THE ARCHANGEL
St. Michael the Archangel,
defend us in battle.
Be our defense against the wickedness and snares of the Devil.
May God rebuke him, we humbly pray,
and do thou,
O Prince of the heavenly hosts,
by the power of God,
thrust into hell Satan,
and all the evil spirits,
who prowl about the world
seeking the ruin of souls. Amen…
 
I’m doing much worse. Very close to the edge. I’m so scared of more contempt and cruelty from others, including at church. Not from the priests so much, but the laity. I swear, the devil owns a lot of them, and he works wonders through them.

I just heard back from the person in the dept I contacted, re: the problem professor. It turns out this was a friend of hers! Why does this happen to me? She defended her, made a bunch of BS assertions - it seems she lied to her friend, making ridiculous claims. I just answered with what I hope wasn’t too emotional an email.

I feel unhinged these days. I just can’t deal with any more contempt, people trampling on me.

Oh, and don’t worry - I don’t have any family, any friends, no one who gives a damn about me at all. It wouldn’t be like with your sister. I have NO ONE. Never have. And despite all my efforts, God has given me zero reason to believe I ever will. I just lost it and broke down crying in my rosary offering…I ended saying I just can’t take this anymore, so show me some sign you intend to change things for me, or I’m out.
 
FelicityC said:
I’m doing much worse. Very close to the edge. I’m so scared of more contempt and cruelty from others, including at church. Not from the priests so much, but the laity. I swear, the devil owns a lot of them, and he works wonders through them.

I just heard back from the person in the dept I contacted, re: the problem professor. It turns out this was a friend of hers! Why does this happen to me? She defended her, made a bunch of BS assertions - it seems she lied to her friend, making ridiculous claims. I just answered with what I hope wasn’t too emotional an email.

I feel unhinged these days. I just can’t deal with any more contempt, people trampling on me.

Oh, and don’t worry - I don’t have any family, any friends, no one who gives a damn about me at all. It wouldn’t be like with your sister. I have NO ONE. Never have. And despite all my efforts, God has given me zero reason to believe I ever will. I just lost it and broke down crying in my rosary offering…I ended saying I just can’t take this anymore, so show me some sign you intend to change things for me, or I’m out.
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You know we are here trying to help you please accept our help. I haven’t got any idea why you are so bitter all the sudden we are here to make sure you are okay. What you are saying is not true. If you have no one would we be here trying to talk you out of suicide?
 
Many of time, I have had thought of suicide, because off the pressure I,am going threw here ,but Instead ,I have turn too Our Lady in pray ,I also say the Rosary which has saved me may times ,for when I focus on Mary, and her son, Jesus, they help me too over come the thought, so pray with all your Heart, and Our Lady will keep Satin from you thinking that way,and besides I prefer, life which God gave too me to In joy,now I don,t think that way any more… May Our Lady help you like she did me and may, she keep Satin away from your soul. AMEN :gopray2::gopray2::gopray2:
 
tawny said:
Please seek professional help ASAP. There are people who will help you. Praying to St. Dymphna for your health & recovery.
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Please go to the ER. We will certainly pray. We are not professionals. Please. Go. We will be here for you!

O merciful Father, who hast taught us in thy holy Word that
thou dost not willingly afflict or grieve the children of men:
Look with pity upon the sorrows of thy servant for whom
our prayers are offered. Remember her, O Lord, in mercy,
nourish her soul with patience, comfort her with a sense of
thy goodness, lift up thy countenance upon her, and give
her peace; through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen
 
College campuses usually have free psychological services. Even at my very school I found an office that was able to provide free counseling services. It is worth looking into. Heavenly Father please look over the OP and bless her.
 
Timothy524 said:
College campuses usually have free psychological services. Even at my very school I found an office that was able to provide free counseling services. It is worth looking into. Heavenly Father please look over the OP and bless her.
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If you have that, you’re lucky. My school charges. I went last spring, and the most they’d do is give me a discount. I think it was $40/session, but I can’t remember now if that’s the discount or the original.

Anyway. (Talking to the a-hole Adamhovey now, not the quoted person: I am bitter. Deal with it. Or just leave me the hell alone. I don’t know why I’m here. And what I’m saying is true: I HAVE NO ONE.

I think I’ll leave now. Real Christian (and smart) yelling at someone who’s suicidal. Moving on from if to how. Goodbye.
 
Saint Michael, the archangel, defend us in battle, be our defense against the wickedness and snares of the devil, may God rebuke him, we humbly pray. And do you, O’ Prince of the Heavenly host, by the power of God thrust into Hell Satan and all the other evil spirits who prowl about the world for the ruin of souls.

Amen.

†

Our Father who art in Heaven, hallowed be thy name.

Thy kingdom come, thy will be done on Earth as it is in Heaven.

Give us this day our daily bread.

And forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those who trespass against us.

And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil.

Amen.

†

Hail Mary, full of grace, the Lord is with thee.

Blessed are you among women, and blessed is the fruit of your womb Jesus.

Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners, now and at the hour of our death.

Amen.

†

Prayer to Our Lady of Mental Peace

O Lady of Mental Peace,
Mother of Tranquility
and Mother of Hope,
look upon Lin in this time
of weakness and unrest.

Teach her searching heart
to know that God’s Love
for her is unchanging and
unchangeable, and, that
true human love can only
begin and grow by touching
His Love.

Let your gentle Peace -
which this world cannot give
  • be always with her.
    And, help her to bring this
    same Peace into the lives
    of others.
Our Lady of Mental Peace,
  • Pray for us!
    Amen.
Jesus, Help Me!

In every need let me come to You with humble trust,
saying:
Jesus, help me!
In all my doubts, perplexities, and temptations:
Jesus, help me!
In hours of loneliness, weariness and trials:
Jesus, help me!
In the failure of my plans and hopes, in disappointments,
troubles and sorrows:
Jesus, help me!
When others fail me, and Your Grace alone can assist me:
Jesus, help me!
When I throw myself on Your tender Love as Savior:
Jesus, help me!
When my heart is cast down by failure, at seeing no good
come from my efforts:
Jesus, help me!
When I feel impatient, and my cross irritates me:
Jesus, help me!
When I am ill, and my head and hands cannot work and
I am lonely:
Jesus, help me!

Always, always, in spite of weakness, falls and short-
comings of every kind:
Most Sacred Heart of Jesus, help me and never forsake me!

Amen

†

Prayer to Our Lady of Mental Peace

O Lady of Mental Peace,
Mother of Tranquility
and Mother of Hope,
look upon FelicityC in this time
of weakness and unrest.

Teach her searching heart
to know that God’s Love
for her is unchanging and
unchangeable, and, that
true human love can only
begin and grow by touching
His Love.

Let your gentle Peace -
which this world cannot give
  • be always with her.
    And, help her to bring this
    same Peace into the lives
    of others.
Our Lady of Mental Peace,
  • Pray for us!
    Amen.
Jesus, Help Me!

In every need let me come to You with humble trust,
saying:
Jesus, help me!
In all my doubts, perplexities, and temptations:
Jesus, help me!
In hours of loneliness, weariness and trials:
Jesus, help me!
In the failure of my plans and hopes, in disappointments,
troubles and sorrows:
Jesus, help me!
When others fail me, and Your Grace alone can assist me:
Jesus, help me!
When I throw myself on Your tender Love as Savior:
Jesus, help me!
When my heart is cast down by failure, at seeing no good
come from my efforts:
Jesus, help me!
When I feel impatient, and my cross irritates me:
Jesus, help me!
When I am ill, and my head and hands cannot work and
I am lonely:
Jesus, help me!

Always, always, in spite of weakness, falls and short-
comings of every kind:
Most Sacred Heart of Jesus, help me and never forsake me!

Amen

†
 
A Prayer Against Depression

O Christ Jesus
When all is darkness
And we feel our weakness and helplessness,
Give us the sense of Your Presence,
Your Love and Your Strength.
Help us to have perfect trust
In Your protecting love
And strengthening power,
So that nothing may frighten or worry us,
For, living close to You,
We shall see Your Hand,
Your Purpose, Your Will through all things.

By St. Ignatius of Loyola

:gopray2:

Please contact:

1 (800) 273-8255
National Suicide Prevention Lifeline
Hours: 24 hours, 7 days a week

or 911
 
Eternal God , in whom mercy is endless,
and the treasury of compassion inexhastible ,
look kindly upon us and increase Your mercy in us ,
that in difficult moments we might not despair
nor become despondent , but with great confidence ,
submit ourselves to Your Holy Will ,
which is love and mercy itself . Amen

Memorare (Prayer to Our Lady)
Remember, O most gracious Virgin Mary, that never was it known that anyone who fled to your protection, implored your help, or sought your intercession, was left unaided.
Inspired by this confidence, I fly unto you, O Virgin of virgins, my Mother. To you do I come, before you I stand, sinful and sorrowful. O Mother of the Word Incarnate, despise not my petitions, but in your mercy, hear and answer me. Amen
 
Here is another website for you. You are not alone. There are so many others who feel like you do. You are worth it. Jesus loves you. Don’t let your professor, your landlord, anyone let you forget that. Look for another solution, take some time off from school if you need to. Please seek help! Praying for you!
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Eternal God , in whom mercy is endless,
and the treasury of compassion inexhastible ,
look kindly upon us and increase Your mercy in us ,
that in difficult moments we might not despair
nor become despondent , but with great confidence ,
submit ourselves to Your Holy Will ,
which is love and mercy itself . Amen

Memorare (Prayer to Our Lady)
Remember, O most gracious Virgin Mary, that never was it known that anyone who fled to your protection, implored your help, or sought your intercession, was left unaided.
Inspired by this confidence, I fly unto you, O Virgin of virgins, my Mother. To you do I come, before you I stand, sinful and sorrowful. O Mother of the Word Incarnate, despise not my petitions, but in your mercy, hear and answer me. Amen
 
FelicityC said:
Moving on from if to how. Goodbye.
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Praying for you…
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O most beautiful Flower of Mount Carmel, Fruitful Vine, Splendor of Heaven, who brought forth the Son of God still remaining a Virgin, assist us in this necessity. O Star of the Sea, help us, and show us that you are our Mother.

O Holy Mary, Mother of God, Queen of Heaven and earth, we humbly ask you from the depths of our heart to help us in this necessity. There are none who can withstand your power. O show us that you are our Mother.

O Mary, conceived without sin, pray for us who have recourse to thee. Sweet Mother, we place this cause in your hands. Amen
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Eternal God , in whom mercy is endless,
and the treasury of compassion inexhastible ,
look kindly upon us and increase Your mercy in us ,
that in difficult moments we might not despair
nor become despondent , but with great confidence ,
submit ourselves to Your Holy Will ,
which is love and mercy itself . Amen

Memorare (Prayer to Our Lady)
Remember, O most gracious Virgin Mary, that never was it known that anyone who fled to your protection, implored your help, or sought your intercession, was left unaided.
Inspired by this confidence, I fly unto you, O Virgin of virgins, my Mother. To you do I come, before you I stand, sinful and sorrowful. O Mother of the Word Incarnate, despise not my petitions, but in your mercy, hear and answer me. Amen
 
:signofcross:Prayers continuing for you…
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O most beautiful Flower of Mount Carmel, Fruitful Vine, Splendor of Heaven, who brought forth the Son of God still remaining a Virgin, assist us in this necessity. O Star of the Sea, help us, and show us that you are our Mother.

O Holy Mary, Mother of God, Queen of Heaven and earth, we humbly ask you from the depths of our heart to help us in this necessity. There are none who can withstand your power. O show us that you are our Mother.

O Mary, conceived without sin, pray for us who have recourse to thee. Sweet Mother, we place this cause in your hands. Amen
*
 
Eternal God , in whom mercy is endless,
and the treasury of compassion inexhastible ,
look kindly upon us and increase Your mercy in us ,
that in difficult moments we might not despair
nor become despondent , but with great confidence ,
submit ourselves to Your Holy Will ,
which is love and mercy itself . Amen

Memorare (Prayer to Our Lady)
Remember, O most gracious Virgin Mary, that never was it known that anyone who fled to your protection, implored your help, or sought your intercession, was left unaided.
Inspired by this confidence, I fly unto you, O Virgin of virgins, my Mother. To you do I come, before you I stand, sinful and sorrowful. O Mother of the Word Incarnate, despise not my petitions, but in your mercy, hear and answer me. Amen
 
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