Part 1
Alpine Druid, as a Celt myself, from an area that speaks a Celtic language, I applaud your move to reconnect with your ancient heritage. Also, as someone who has deep affinity to nature and the natural environment, I understand and sympathise with your own affinity to the natural world.
However, I am confused by your statement that you “practice druidry”.
I’ve studied, in detail, Celtic polytheism, both in its insular and continental forms. My thesis was on the subject of survivals of “Celtic Paganism” in folklore and popular religion in Europe and Britain and Ireland. I grew up with the sagas, the folklore, the myths of the Celts in the most authentic way a person could encounter them; sitting by a turf fire listening to my grandmother recount the tales in the original language, as part of an unbroken oral tradition. I’ve taken part in genuine survivals of Celtic religion that were transferred into Catholicism during the conversion period. I’ve read virtually all the academic texts there are about Celtic paganism, and I’ve studied the primary sources regarding the subject. In short, there are few people with as in depth a knowledge of Pre Christian religion of the Celtic peoples, as me.
What do we know of the beliefs of the pagan Celts? Virtually nothing. Due to the druids suspicion of writing and commitment to oral transmission, there are no religious texts relating to Celtic paganism. Any description of their beliefs must be drawn from (a) Classical writers, who vaguely describe doctrine and practice, mostly based around blood sacrifice and transmission to the “Otherworld” through water, (b) folkloric references from medieval Ireland and Wales written by Christian scribes which do not describe in any detail the beliefs and practices of the pagans, (c) genuine folkloric survivals in popular religion and mythology, which once again, are scanty and framed within a Christian understanding of religion. In short, what we have are peculiar practices and traditions, which have no correlation in Christianity, and thus we conjecture that they must be pagan, and we then speculate on what these things meant within a culture and context which is absolutely alien to our own modern reality.
Being generous, and I mean really generous, we know the names of some of the gods & goddesses, we know that they lived lives that basically correlated with contemporary ordinary people ie. they drank, had sex, fought and feasted. We know some aspects of Celtic ritual through survivals in Christianity (circumambulation at holy wells) and archeological evidence (mostly sacrifice of animals through burial, usually under houses or in tombs, and human sacrifice, most notably the threefold death where the sacrificial person (usually a king) was bludgeoned on the head (1. wounding), hung with a rope (2. strangulation) and finally pushed into a pool of water, as a gateway into the Otherworld (3. drowning).